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reviving blog

2011-02-24T00:27:00.002+08:00

just felt like blogging again. so many things to say but no one to listen. even have 1 also wont b tt patient to hear me out. sometime being alone is another way out, can reflect on all these problems. too many too much.

all kind of invisible burden/stress tts on me which no one is seeing is actually killing me slowly

revived?

2010-10-04T14:47:00.001+08:00

maybe i should start blogging some crap again

old

2010-03-24T00:00:00.002+08:00

omg really old man liao...

need more slp...

and my knee is CMI!

had a scare on mon due to my knee.... so afraid of going thru it another time >.<

watched movie sat there didnt move much and knee is .... haiz

urge

2010-03-16T22:25:00.002+08:00

suddenly have the urge to sing!

oh jus realised i spent near $400 for the past weeks... gr8 no income and i am spending like i am damn rich

jus let me emo a while.. long time no emo~

and seriously work is really boring.. numberssssss OMG...

lazy

2010-03-14T01:11:00.002+08:00

gr8 lazy-ness

lost the motivation to blog

anyway some updates...

getting lesser ppl for soccer 1 by 1 flying away frm SG to study... haiz wat SG became?

hmmmm...tempted to really seriously go learn drivin.. thou already passed all theories

too many things wanna buy too manythings wanna do but wheres the motivation!!

still alive and ard

2010-02-13T14:57:00.001+08:00

happy CNY every1

ups

2009-12-29T04:57:00.001+08:00

ok been away for quite sometime....

well 1st.. was away at Bangkok... nt a bad trip but due to some reason kinda pissed me off

anyway nw stressing over hw to earn enough $ b4 uni liao

oh pics for Bangkok is in my facebook =)

rotting time

2009-12-10T23:26:00.003+08:00

been rotting home most of the time.. gotta find some job soon thou nw working for Bain and company some time but its nt enough

wen for a run 2 days back and was gr8 but nt enough staminer still

yesterday mother wen for a scan over at SGH and seems fine.. hopefully all fine and nt much of a prb

today its my turn to go for a check up for my uni enrollment well yeah finally going back to sch after 2 yrs or 3? well thx to NS~

hmmmm tml gonna relax again =x ok time to find job and i really need to find 1! hmmm i thought of giving tuition but well ahaha

ok 1 more week b4 thai trip hopefully its a gr8 1 thou its kinda ex but well....

and on sat, should i go for zirca?

suck

2009-11-18T19:33:00.002+08:00

this suck
the feeling of having ur fav shirt dmg/stained and cant b saved

many times liao wtf!!!!!!! same old pattern!

and stupid me.. thinking bleaching can help WTF am i thinking??

gr8 need to spend again!

oh tt shirt cost nearly 80!!

haiz

it really suck

all the been

2009-11-14T00:36:00.002+08:00

ok some updates jus
been working some temp job at shenton way
been going out
been spending
been growing fatter
been playing game
been FM-ing
well need to save up for thailand trip
need to do some shopping
oh well i had been doing all kinds of shit thing =)

ggfied

2009-10-24T01:55:00.002+08:00

gr8 orchard starting to jam~ with all the VIPs coming to SG for meetings.... well is non of my biz liao ORD-ed

today's movie wasnt tt nice..much more towards the documentry side.. nt alot of action which is kinda sian but well its still 1 acceptable movie to me

ok nw headache lots and lots or things need to settle !!

jobs... should wait for roberthalf or jus accept tt SP job? or best look for another 1?
jus gt SMU email asking me go register for matirculation liao OMG tts fast. den also they offered 1 choice for me to take 2 mod b4 the actual sch start for me which means faster by 1 sem .... hmmmmm
matriculation... gr8 $$$$ again
where to find $$
wats gonna happen in thai

ok gr8 lots of things in my head esp after friend told me abt life in SMU... wondering did i make the rite decision to go this sch?? or should i skip this matriculation and wait for next yr uni intake again...apply for NUS =x hahahaha

anyway going into this is really siao liao!!

middle

2009-10-17T02:13:00.002+08:00

yes i am in the yes and no situation again... and yes pls some 1 jus push me for a decision ?

Thai? Hk? or save up for next yr trip ? europe? south africa? OMG where is the $$$$$

hmmm also need to b careful with all the spendings liao =(

1 lesson all should knw

2009-10-16T23:10:00.003+08:00

dressing is important for interview!

but smart casual means wat?? alot of ppl ask abt this everytime when they need to dress in smart casual! its too board... long sleeves with jeans also smart casual... polo tee with jeans also smart casual... hmmmmmmmmmm but well nvm

been looking for job last few days but to no avai

gr8 been spending more than i should b =(

maybe i should jus go work at the place intro by the agency... haiz

finally

2009-10-08T00:26:00.003+08:00

2yrs ... this is the day i am looking forward to =)

and it spell

O.R.D

=D

finally a civilian back again

feeling kinda sad cos i did have some fun during the 2 yrs made quite a few good friends

but

theres aways shit ppl in there.. well the most famous 1 already nt there liao hopefuly i wont c him else where also =)

well next in life is to get a temp job~ who gt lobang?

oh ok this is quite stunning... saw this pri sch mate in facebook.. used to b ugly duckling but nw its OMG

half

2009-10-04T02:05:00.003+08:00

lol i think i am blogging haf sober =x

was celebrating cal and eugene bday today... 6 ppl down 1 bottle of johnny walker red label and 1 volka pear =x

anyway i am half drunk also... feeling slpy nw.. lolz so blogging in a slpy way =x hehe

last

2009-10-01T13:59:00.002+08:00

F1... wats with all the ppl sia... its jus car racing down the road of singapore making loud engine noise... was on duty for F1 and tts my last deployment =) was damn tired after tt whole dplyment. anyway some crazy guy challenged my colleague and me after the whole deployment in station... its a long story anyway.. lazy to say but think he is gonna be in deep trouble. =x
will b on leave all the way till ORD liao =D finally 2 yrs gone and next is UNI liao!
cant wait to go uni... oh b4 uni gt lots of things wanna do...

dec hopefully flying to aus... oh b4 tt need to work and get some $$

again?

2009-09-17T02:33:00.003+08:00

ok gr8 father jus nv listen to warning 1.... fell and broke his hip bone... heng nv kena head. nw he almost ok liao jus tt he kinda wen back to sq 1... unable to walk but well 1 good thing is tt he finally can move his rite hand alittle! at least gt this to smile for. he wen for op nt long ago.. and i had been like visiting the hosp everyday~ tiring leh..but well
today he was shifted frm TTS to AMK rehab hosp... and was kinda pissed with tt AMK rehab nurse... totally #$%^&*.. was damn pissed with her. i didnt expect or demand anything.. i jus requested them to check.they can take their time as theres no rush for the medicine to b confirm for immediately usage and $%^&... she talk bad behind be and bro heard and saw her fuck up expression?! FUCK U i hate ppl talking bad behind me... i will get more pissed if i were to knw ppl talking bad behind me on the spot ! CCB
wheres the proper attitude of a nurse?? is this sentence " u r here only giving us more trouble" supposed to come out frm a nurse? and this FUCK up attitude of talking bad behind ppl is appropriate? if all of wat i had gotten jus nw is appropriate frm a TRAINED nurse, i jus cant imagine hw will the patients under her recover.. if the passion is nt there nor the nurse ethic isnt there... pls dun b a nurse and harm more ppl. CCB

anyway gt lots of things to buy but getting poor =(

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

minor upz

2009-09-07T23:08:00.002+08:00

well time flies... jus a "blink of an eye" its abt 2 yrs eva since i enlisted. and well senkee is flying over to china to further study... and me... still have abt 1 more 1 month go...hmmmm wondering after i ORD wat am i gonna do?? hmmmm

well..theres plans for me after ORD but well whether can the plans work is another thing.

hmmmmm i wan a long break frm NS AGAIN wahahahah

LOTS of plans with LITTLE actions for nw =x

emo abit

2009-08-30T02:58:00.002+08:00

jus emo-ing.... haha long time no emo liao

anyway cant wait to go back to TSS on monday for teacher day visit ><

hmmmm

if u miss this chance u miss it...no one is gonna come back to u and give u another same chance u missed. this is life. jus move on and cont with life. earth is nt gonna stop spinning when u stop moving. so make use of the chance and do something. its betta than nth!

tml is makan session with senkee and gang~ i am gonna b so broke!

1 word

2009-08-23T13:23:00.001+08:00

PASSED!!! thats the word u will c on the screen after finishing FTT =D

home for the day??? again?? wth

FTT

2009-08-20T20:18:00.000+08:00

keeping my finger cross

tanned

2009-08-16T22:36:00.002+08:00

i am burning! yeah burning!

was @ sentosa for my sat and my body is like burning alittle

and morning was over @ NTU for soccer and its bloody hot! HOT!!!!

yeah i was baked for this weekend=D

need some income soon... who gt job lobang?

spreeeeee

2009-08-14T23:07:00.003+08:00

well was out shopping again! non stop shopping and walking... =x

and starwalker finally.... oh well burberry was nice too but only 1.

and i wanna play soccer again... yesterday wasnt a nice 1 for me thou i managed to play but standard wasnt there....=(

alot of things to buy but $$$ always nt enough
hp
shirts
pants
bag
shoes
slippers
perfumes
soccer shoes and boots
hmmm wat else??

oh nt 4getting buffet

long weekend

2009-08-08T16:36:00.002+08:00

well 1st of all Alonso is gone frm Liverpool=( well Liverpool betta prove that they can win the title without Alonso~ =(

next... had a small celebration for my bday @ tw xing wang @ city link de outlet.. nt bad but the service is nt very good wor =x had alot pics taken on me but all in FB =) so far this is the best celebration among friends.... =x

anyway i was jus wondering y am i at home again!!??? this sux =x

clearing leave liao! but rotting home

uncertain

2009-07-28T21:21:00.002+08:00

time for some updates=)

irritates by tt lame line of "iambenandbenisme" this used to b the add for my blog.. well nw it became some ppl fun... wth pls stop it

ok over the weekend been LIVERPOOL SIAO =D wen vivo on fri to catch some players.. dirk,kelly,reira and insua. took some pics, uploaded FB..oh b4 tt me wen to acer with the intention to fix my dmg screen support but damn! its fucking ex and nt worth leh.. well gt to make do with the dmg laptop nw till i am rich =x after tt wen vivo lor and shopping! @ vivo den to Ion den to er cant remember liao
sat was out shopping again.. well totally 4get abt Pools players will b at clarke quay for tt boat ride =x missed tt=( oh nt 4getting a simple boring celebration for my bday... planned for 8 ppl but in the end only 5 appeared. well these 5 is wat i called ONZ friends! thanks for these 5=) thou was a boring 1 but it still end with some lame fun at bowling =)
ok as for Sun, was at national stadium for the Big Match=) for those tt were there well its gr8 match esp in the 2nd half after match wen speeding off to KAP for mac. lol saw some pretties but well..... lolz
was @ hosp for my knee review and well i am fit again=D smiles but mus b with care nw =)
today was kinda slack hmmmmmm sian!! anyway my earpiece extention jus died on me when on the way back =(

well everything is falling apart nw... even Alonso thingy... 48hrs dead line... well 2days b4 we will knw if Liverpool will fall apart anot.. laptop 1st den ear piece den Alonso den wats next?

oh did i mention i dun like my office's mate(s)?? anyway gonna ORD liao... preparing to clear leaves soon wanna get out of this unhappy place =)

weekend

2009-07-19T13:48:00.003+08:00

met up with lion,guan,WLand her BFand von for von belated bday =)

long time nv c the gals liao think gt like half a yr liao ba? lolz and von really looks like korean eva since her stay there 4 like 6 months? lolz

as for sat was home the whole day =x kinda bored but bo bian

today going for YQ bbq cum steamboat... another small gathering =) but still pondering should i go for someshopping 1st nw? lolz

and monday to wed.... haiz deployment! 2 nite shift and morning still need work! OMG

praying hard NDP preview and actual day i nv kena!!comeon let me enjoy my bday celebration pls~ dun wan like shit last yr.......

lost

2009-07-15T20:22:00.002+08:00

kinda lost for nw... haiz

1st is Alonso going out anot?? cant watch to c him leave=( haiz

2nd is wtf PDG5?? haiz means no more revolver liao=( haiz

3rd?? i am jus lost! where is the fucking "map/guide/wateva"

HAIZ

random jumps

2009-07-14T20:16:00.003+08:00

been slping almost everyday in office! omg bad bad bad
dun knw y so tired=x maybe game too much

anyway weekend was kinda fun! sufri bday at cedan chalet which was kinda er ... nvm =)

after sufri bday celebration was tommy 1 @ serangoon! which is like darn far la!

heng mor san drove hahaha

was up in 0630 hrs tt sat cos need send email by 8am~ er dude its SAT ! suppose to b my slping day... well bo bian some siao ppl did tt and the big big boss up there say ok all div will do tt.... stupid!
oh the most stupid thing is @ XX NPC....
me : ok hi i frm X div i need to use 1 station of urs to send email... i frm XXX office....
officer: huh?? frm where??
me: X div , SA XXX
officer: oh ok... why nt u go back div and send??
me: er urgent mail la need send nw.....

wth sia showed my passed liao still doubt me?? LOL leh my face is nt fake!

anyway managed to send tt email on time =p

but tt day really bad of me... wen makan with vita and peng was supposed to go also but she say too troublesome and we ps her =x bad me

oh as for today.... took a new route for running~ ran to Bukit Timah area today =) which is like further than orchard! oh saw Imran?? lol he was er speechless when he saw us.. haha

er hmmmmm still gt wat need to say abt?? oh okok tommy gt 1 siao friend... gal some more.. drunk liao really high! lolz but she is damn funny =x hahaha

hmmmm oh i need to b on diet ! jialat liao =x

er some shoppings soon.... but $$$$ where?? and i realised next month should b my last pay day liao OMG!!! die!

jobs!!!!

upz N down

2009-07-07T22:39:00.003+08:00

well been on the down side of life for nw.... haiz all i can say plan 1st b4 making decision~
seeing every1 like this is affecting me
cant help but to think but but but but........ life goes on.....
the only time when upz is when with closer friends..
haiz sometime really which 2 find sum 1 talk to but.............. well... nvm haiz
its difficult

updates

2009-06-28T03:40:00.002+08:00

slpy nw but some updates b4 dosing off
still thinking of tt 9-1 score line with 4 goals to my name 1st time scoring 4 goals in a field match =x so am i back?? anyway ya cos of tt game nw my muscles r aching...............

had shahbu shahbu buffet for aaron farewell dinner b4 he goes for his study in aussie =) damn full and the whole makan session was kinda lame even after the makan.... the sing song talk cock session was more LOL... with tt iambenandbenisme..... wth la something to do with my old blog address -_-

as for today was home slacking and slping damn tired ! as for tml? dun knw maybe i will go out ba =)

smiles or not

2009-06-25T21:16:00.002+08:00

didnt really have a good day yesterday due to something. but well i think its fine nw after jus 1 thing.... nvm

anyway today rotting in office slping....till like 5 pm and head down to old PA for the OHT game against DHQ =) 9-1 is the score line... with me adding 4 goals which was ez tap inssssssssssssss lolz really need to improve my staminer liao and i am growing fatter! OMG

anyway didnt really have a good slp yesterday =( hopefully today's soccer did make me smiles alittle

lots of things in my head hopefully everything can b solved

why

2009-06-21T19:53:00.002+08:00

confidence where r u??
shooting boots where r u??
passing boots where r u??

it looks like i became some old man with no quick turning and shootin is like... =(

maybe its the 10months??

dun knw...

i jus wanna get my scoring touch back=(

haiz

confidence......... courage to...........................................................

wth

phobia~

scared =(

wtf

2009-06-18T22:22:00.002+08:00

wat kind of rule is tt? 4 SC the max?? ccb
den i go down for fuck?
sat there thru out the whole game... the feeling in me is so #$%^&
tot can play or at least in the sub but $%^&* pissed!!!

yesterday at least betta get to play some but today? wtf!! "need a volunteer if gt the best" looking at me while u say this?? and nt looking else where? wtf? jus becos i am the only odd 1 out among the SC? cb la

totally fuck up/ down / disappointed / wateva.....................................

and next game asking me go again? well it depends~

back

2009-06-15T00:25:00.001+08:00

back for soccer @ NTU today! finally after abt 10months of rest frm soccer =) nt bad but still need my touch back =x

anyway damn hot la the weather these few weeeks!!!! wats with the earth and sun and wateva ??

life

2009-06-14T01:08:00.002+08:00

well its life

read this blog

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its life

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jia you ba tts all i can do

passing the msg ard

feeling

2009-06-04T22:59:00.002+08:00

the feeling of kicking a ball again in a simple game is so GREAT!well played a mini game among the OHT kinda ok la... but the scary feeling is there... the fear of tearing my ligament is still there but well the PASSION!!! hahanv say die
anyway was sian in office today attended the PD forum and even more sian thou alot of confidential thingy to knw abt =)
hmm tml again another mini game for OHT
er ok some prayers for the Air France incident... hope they can find the truth of wat exactly happened soon. RIP ??
oh also gt H1N1.... well stop spreading! i wanna go aussie 1 leh..
er need $$$ soon!! pay day pls!
oh at least 1 prb is kinda 1/2 solved
bitter smiles

why

2009-06-02T23:57:00.002+08:00

why do ppl concern abt small things and end up quarrelling??

why why why

PISSED

this is the way i speak... if u dun like jus tell me dun need to "eat" me back

KNN

day was spoilt by jus 1 bloody shit

dun knw the procedure jus asking in a hash tone and tts the way i speak cant meh?

CCB u only gum with friends and nt senior?? even ur boss also show some respect to me

haven vent all out! KNNCCB

finally over

2009-05-31T23:01:00.002+08:00

finally its over... promo ceremony and IISS
can go back to slacking mode for at least a few weeks b4 another mini APEC comes
promo ceremony was kinda like shit work stand there and usher the LG to the hall... damn bo liao thing. and hor for 2 days some more wth la which means tues and wed i go home late... er 11+???
as for IISS 1st nite thurs was over nite at shangri la... damn slpy but tried nt slping which is really killing
den sat whole day was at shangri la for my 2nd day duties... oh IISS also another shit work for me... hw i wish i can b on grd -_-
anyway over at shangri la i gt the news of more shit work to do.. thx to tt H1N1 -_-
gr8 i think i going back soccer soon wahahahha!!!! keeping finger cross nth to happen =)

and today rotting walking ard orchard with 1 friend and sibei sian cos jus knw him nia... damn sian

bz

2009-05-26T01:01:00.000+08:00

bz week starting today =)

bz bz bz promo ceremony and IISS this weekend

after this = song liao !!!

wow

2009-05-22T20:20:00.002+08:00

the feeling of have 1 big area of abrasion on the groin area >.< ahhhhhhhhh
cos of abrasion --> long dist running with a new shorts and i mean really short shorts-_-
oh long dist = station - newton - orchard - clark quay - SMU - selegie - little india - station
alittle siao and some more today all the gears used wasnt mine but well dun knw who s... in senkee extra rm de....
PAIN LA

we'll b back

2009-05-16T22:03:00.002+08:00

well tot tt useless Arsenal can prove me wrong but they failed... indeed Arsenal really cant score

anyway congrates Man utd for winning th 18th time in the English top flight matching Liverpool's records

well Liverpool will b back next season

hopefully Liverpool will get some gr8 names over soon to end their 20 yrs wait??

rotting in process =)

updates

2009-05-06T22:46:00.002+08:00

sometimes nv update le...

jus back frm steamboat buffet.. damn full sia.. was kinda sudden to have steamboat buffet gathering de.. anyway ate alot and damn full nw
hmmmm been slpy for past few days jialat la.. slp in office is er.. =x
anyway gt the vouchers for NTUC and Tangs liao .... should begin my shopping spree soon wahaha
tml gotta work damn sian =(

when is weekend coming??

oh i finally out of tt physio liao.. nw thinking when should i go back play soccer? lolz or should i nt? hmmmmmmm well............

agreed

2009-05-01T16:10:00.001+08:00

ok i agreed Lim Mei Ling is really cute =x totally different frm the 1st day i saw her in div and nw

missed

2009-04-24T21:55:00.002+08:00

weekend liao.. wat a fast week =) ma'am came back on wed and she looks normal ? frm the appearance of hers...

anyway rotting in office for passed few days as usual
today did running and was SHIOK!! frm KJ NPC to newton to hereen to PS to parklane to little india and back to station so song sia long time nv run tt far dist outside took a small break at orchard area during the run cos too tired hehe

anyway today came back home by changing frm MRT to bus at PS... damn tired and having headache den so bo bian...

back home at the void deck.. saw the images of my past =x as a kid i love to hang ard with this grp of friends since kindergarden de and i saw this grp of kids jus like us back den... missed the time when i was a kid having no worries jus fun all day but nt 4getting homework la
playing ard at the void deck with ah ma or mummy sitting ard kpo-ing well those times had already been gone and i can nv retrieve it back

really missed those days

sick

2009-04-17T00:08:00.002+08:00

gr8 2 days of bbq steamboat and here i am down with sore throat~ alot thing cant eat sia...

quite a few things going thru my mind nw....

y its so complicated to some
wat can i do for weekend?
sian in work wat to do
IISS shift schedule hw?
galss
$$$
diet
u name it i think i should have tt prob =x

SIAN LA!!!

morning

2009-04-11T11:15:00.001+08:00

its nice to run in the morning =D
was supposed to run a target of min 15 rd in stadium but stupid flu blking my windpipe

DAMN!!

i wan to eat buffet!!!

classico

2009-04-11T02:56:00.002+08:00

haha this classic MV nw seems like a joke to almost every1... i think for the youngster whom were borned after this MV "extint" wont realise this is 1 of the grestest song of the 90s. but well this song is damn hot back den la...

anyway today wen out shop alittle gt a polo T.... well i need to add more clothes to my cardboard soon =)

oh i wanna eat buffet!!! seafood 1 will b the best if nt steamboat also nt bad haha

random

2009-04-08T23:37:00.002+08:00

some random post ba...

1st of all big news... ma'am bro confirmed dead le =x well this is part of life

2nd kinda pissed off with weida... he mus learn hw to appreciate wat friends r doing for him and stop talking cock

3rd y cant ppl stop their road hogging?? knn poser on train/ on street/ on bus..... etc... we dun need models la

4th y am i sweating non stop again =x

5th gt the urge to play soccer again but my leg is so useless

6th i am rotting in office everyday

7th dun knw y keep thinking abt those few gals

8th i am having flu

9th when is my pay day coming?? i am going broke but i wanna do some shopping =D

10th i am supposed to b slping nw but i am awake blogging

11th lata will Liverpool win?? hopefully yeah!!!!!

even if u stop Earth cont to spin the ppl ard u cont to move, so stop DREAMING!!!!and move on

random

2009-03-30T17:11:00.002+08:00

jus some random post for today.... brought breakfast to work today hmmmm think should bring everyday liao can save some $$$
anyway today think sufri kinda shock to get news abt his aunt passed away... he was chatting with us abt where to for lunch but the news came and can c him behaving diff.... hand shaking while packing... in a state of shock mus b..but well this is life
anyway wen for hor fan today.. lolz same old thing... tt wei da took the biggest plate again =x haha dun knw hw he is gonna slim down b4 i ORD... haha as for me...measured my weight at DTU b4 going off. and OMG i gained 5kg since i MC which is like 7 months back lolz omg need to slim down also liao! nw i think mus run 3 times a week soon haha
oh wen for my doc appointment... well everything doing fine for my leg but the meniscles =x scary la..dun wanna another op le... told doc my meniscles still sharp pain and he told me if pain presist.... shhh okok dun wanna say liao =x
oh still gt.. at doc there saw 1 trainee doc i think... female wor haha cute doc =D
nw slackign home and tml gt physio again
smiles

*** 8 8 8 8 ***

weekend

2009-03-29T12:52:00.003+08:00

boring sunday tiring sat

was down at ECP having mini gathering..finally saw Lena in her tudong? anyway was there talking catching up and cycling =) oh ya talkign abt cycling.... feel like organising overnite cycling at ECP for good fri leh.. hmmmmmm

after ECP was PS... watching some lame movie Fanboys... lolz kinda lame movie la dun knw wat to say abt it

as for today... rotting home

spreeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-03-22T23:07:00.002+08:00

hmmmm 116+49= 165

this is the amount spent today =)

new cologne? new Liverpool jersey =D

hmmmm more shopping to come..

anyway when buying jersey time i was kinda pissed with the service... well i still gt my jersey in the end but i wrote a feedback form complaining =x haha didnt wan to de but still.... lolz ppl tt knw me well should knw my character de. wan complain = serious liao

anyway yesterday EPL/BPL result was a good 1. to all MAN u fans all i can say is good luck... the title is for u to lose.

ok next target... saw the new jacket but its in white dun knw should buy anot. and hor need to add new clothes to my dressing closet liao

oh nt 4getting need to save $$ for tt IDOU

oh 1 cute xmm was spotted working at CSC jus nw... well is 1 xmm so .................................

updates

2009-03-21T02:38:00.003+08:00

been sometime nv update liao

anyway been slacking in office for the whole week.. watching movie,eating non stop, walk ard the div..... lolz kinda sian cos nth to do! and boss is nt ard.

anyway my back de skin is shedding off... and its........ due to sun burnt frm the sentosa trip... well its kinda sian trip but at least i get my objective done which is to tann =)

dun knw wat to blog anyway due to brain blk... tots........................ well wait for my brain to la la la 1st b4 i blog again

nitez

quite zhun

2009-03-13T22:24:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

gonna

2009-03-12T22:54:00.001+08:00

well need to b on diet liao!

LOL

2009-03-08T20:37:00.002+08:00

updates

2009-03-06T21:54:00.002+08:00

hmmm been lazy lately =)

anyway today.... wen for bowling after work... and it sux cos i cant high the form tt i had last time

oh work is pretty slack for the week nth much to do..

hmmmm yesterday

wen MOF for guan and peng bday celebration.. well nt a bad 1 but the food wasnt up to standard ba =x

hmmmm wat else...

oh ok gals... same old story... hmmmmm 1 falling out of my categ... jus dun knw ..shhhhhhhhhhhhh

another is.......... la la la nvm

wat else??

oh my knee hurts.. dun knw y and this sun gt wat stupid echo family day over @ tt tree top walk @ mt faber?? wth morning some more@#$%^

progress

2009-02-24T16:38:00.002+08:00

well i crawl, walk, run , sprint, fall, limp, hop, walk, run , sprint?.... =) this is my progress lolz

ran 5.5km today the longest eva run i eva had.. even b4 my injury i think. den i did try to sprint too but dun knw hw to stop properly... lolz

anyway progress made in this already happy liao but i still dun dare to play sports esp after tt Azhar say he injured again... knn scary =x

oh as for tt gal... well email replied and really surprised =x

weird

2009-02-22T01:44:00.002+08:00

was out celebrating Vita ? Bata bday today =)

was at breeks cafe @ marina sq

was there quite early and waiting for the rest to appear....

hmmm talk and laugh alot today... and my throat is killing

anyway to the main part for me today... tio sabo by friendsss and tt sabo is like LOL
okok this is wat happened... in breeks cafe.. gt 1 waitress.. tt vita spotted 1st den ask me c pretty anot.. i c liao ok la sweet =) den nt bad... den the whole time in the cafe i keep looking ard.. lolz den tt vita dun knw y going off tt time keep playing with cam like wana take tt waitress pic.. but she failed.. den i say aiyo wan take also take close 1 la... den tt lion say ok ask tt gal take pic with me =x and i was like shocked. den they really ask her come take pic with me. lolz they purposely take quite afew pics saying blur all these.. excuses! but ok la.. lolz =p b4 going off again... wen back get her email so can send her the pic =x also keep contact la.. haha

anyway jus weird feeling nw. lolz oh 4get to mention she nt local .... lolz suspect is taiwaness =) well will need to find out more if she reply =x cross finger

den after tt wen to sg flyer wanna take 1 but but but nvm........ stayed there for an hr or so b4 heading home =)

nw waiting for all pics to b sent over to me thou i had the main pics liao lolz

interesting

2009-02-20T00:34:00.001+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.
Losing Someone
Looked down on
Death
Where Your life is Going
Commitment
Disappointment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

sick

2009-02-18T22:51:00.002+08:00

wth y this flu again.... knn sian

damn sick and tired of this flu

and yeah still damn lazy nw... even to go online to apply tt NTU and NUS again.. lolz

lazy bug in me also

oh today saw Mr Tham! lolz 5 yrs nv c him?? haha oh mus find 1 day go back TSS to find those long lost days

damn sick

lazy

2009-02-15T20:13:00.002+08:00

oh man lazy sia jialat...

lazy to do all kind of things..

uni..
blogging
wateva u might think of
jus wanna slp =p

er

2009-02-08T23:11:00.002+08:00

er kinda worry leh scared the system nv capture tt PASSED! my BBDC acc isnt showing anything! wtf la i wanna book my FTT

with some worries

2009-02-08T01:49:00.002+08:00

finally passed tt BTT lolz 3rd attempt but the net work acc like showing something funny... nvm need to get tt PDL liao den will knw more =)

anyway slack home today slping whole day after tt BTT

nw watching Liverpool match. jus hope tt they will win this game

today gt a few places wanted to go but in the end plans was cancelled due to no one wanna go...

movie for Benjamin Button but no one can make it
den go makan but thai food ? no ty
sg flyer? alittle last min la =x

hmmmm next sat or i should say this coming sat.... another ordinary day? lolz

going back

2009-02-05T22:51:00.003+08:00

Aug 3rd 2008 was the start of my MC

Feb 5th 2009 was the end of my MC

tml i will b back in the office and wondering wat am i gonna handle liao

anyway also been slacking for quite long le... its time to go back to do some job =p

anyway blog some things i did recently

been reading the uni application thingy
watching movie online ppstream
chatting on msn
thinking of wat to do for weekends
thinking of when i can go back soccer
thinking tt V day is jus another ordinary day
thinking should i buy tt C905 hp
thinking should i go on shopping spree
and DREAMING wat will happen if i tio tt 10million TOTO

oh i really need to do some shopping...

oh ya nt 4getting i wana go watch Benjamin Button and go sg flyer.. ya i knw its opened long time ago but... nvm

i wanna go back to the days when i am in sec sch.. play all the time dun need worry abt this and tt...

almost 4get this...
WTF is tt Lucas doing??? tt time concede penalty liao and today in the morning knn tio sent off... wtf.. some more 2 of these incident against the same Everton? wtf!!!! can sell him anot?

HUAT AH!!

cant slp

2009-02-01T04:55:00.002+08:00

oh gr8 the time to apply for uni again even thou i had a confirmed place over @ SMU for social sci

jus cant slp due to this application... dun knw wat to do... esp after reading the min gpa for last intake for all local uni. it inceased! and nw i knw y my application was rejected last yr.

the competition is getting tougher each yr... and should i really try my luck @ NUS?? or try gambling my chance again for NTU?? or best trying to SMU econs again?? appeal??oh gr8 i am jus bloody hell stuck here.. *yawning* but jus cant close my eyes to get 1 good slp

any ideas which course can i apply with a GPA of 3.36??

sigh sometime hw i wished i really should have studied seriously in poly =x perhaps i could had gotten higher GPA??

anyway was out the whole day visiting friends hse bai nian =)

this word===> "haiz" finally appeared!! for 2009

regreting is useless always

moo moo

2009-01-29T00:44:00.002+08:00

haha its niu yr liao =)

had 1 really boring CNY=( yeah for the past few days i am home @ bishan and everyday slp eat +FM -__-
totally no network connect @all over @ bishan =( sian

nw i am back in clementi=)

this yr CNY really sian and the ang bao also kinda little =) nvm jus angbaosss

next week fri i will b back to work... its really sian =(

betta yr ahead for this moo moo yr??

oh 4get this... i suddenly very into those chinese fortune telling thingy lolz

words

2009-01-24T03:58:00.003+08:00

words can b nice and can b #$%^&

sometime some ppl jus dun think b4 speaking.... and tt is beri beri de bad =x

tot friends r there to give u support when theres a need and nt rub salt into it.. some more in a indirect manner.. wth PISSED jus dun beat ard the bush

CNY coming liao sian

wondering wats gonna happen this yr

after CNY week.... 6th feb i will b back in office liao OMG tts fast... abt 6 months of MC liao hahaha =x

sian

CNY

2009-01-23T02:16:00.001+08:00

CNY coming liao lor

but i haven get any new clothes, shoes and wateva.... lolz

read 1 thing they asking no new clothes, shoes or wateva means this yr will b un-lucky??

sian

interesting

2009-01-20T03:41:00.003+08:00

lol found this interesting webby.. for those tt believe in chinese "kan xiang" lolz

http://www.khngai.com/chinese/fortune/

detailed explanation for ur result
http://james846x.spaces.live.com/feed.rss
http://cache.tianya.cn/techforum/content/16/618043.shtml

=)
and below is mine

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random

2009-01-18T20:37:00.002+08:00

been playing dota every day! haha and kinda pissed with my router.... cos its damn laggy =x
den
yesterday wen out had good food... lunch was Jap at orchard=) dinner was at tiong bahru resturant poh ji?? lolz
den after dinner wen find tan and his friends at Lau pa sa? nth to do jus walked ard frm lau pa sak to marina den to city hall for coffee=) gt home ard 12am. oh ya dun knw y my foot hurts...think might b the hamstring affecting?

today slack home rest...

oh ya haven do my shopping...sian
alot of thing to buy...
oh also hor yesterday was at Bugis wanna buy some clothes but alot ppl damn sian hate crowded shopping places=x

oh things i wanna buy...

new shirts
new jeans
wallet
hp
jacket
new jersey
berms
new router
oh ya nt 4getting royce choc

hmmmmmm

can buy a gf?? haha

ok damn random postin=)

movie

2009-01-13T00:11:00.001+08:00

i wanna watch Red Cliff 2!!!

but no one to watch with=(

sian

tml physio again

y y y

having slight headache since morning....dun knw y o.O

=)

2009-01-10T20:28:00.000+08:00

relaxing
music
emo-ing
gaming lata

red

2009-01-10T03:44:00.002+08:00

OMG out in the middle of the nite for pool and food=)

but end up with a red messy day =x

ok make it simple...... TOMATO SAUCE ON MY WHITE SHORT

anyway jus gt home frm tt messy sauce frm west coast park=)

good N bad

2009-01-05T17:42:00.001+08:00

oO smiles for the pass for tt BIODEX test.. which is the test for muscle test on my leg=D

bad cos jus 1 more month of MC nia XD

and tml is another hell again at physio for tt advance course

ok i need more slp today =p

slp slp slp

2009-01-04T21:47:00.001+08:00

omg damn slpy!

nv slp for chalet.. and was drinking alittle there... lolz

anyway slp home for the whole day today till dinner wen IMM =D

oh i wanna get new hp =p

thinking too much

2009-01-03T03:48:00.004+08:00

still thinkin abt tt weird but nice dream=) y am i still thinking abt tt dream?

oso tt going home part...omg y am i thinking so much? she is nt the cup of tea for me leh...but y?FB...MSN... oh WTH

anyway tml chalet bbq=p

gonna enjoy but this month pay almost up dry liao. die... next month gt shopping to make=x

oh ya Left 4 Dead is damn nice

weird but nice

2009-01-02T02:59:00.002+08:00

anyway the photos frm the count down outing for yesterday=)

i look round in the pic below?

okok blog something oso

had 1 weird dream..maybe is i think too much cos had 1 fun nite counting down=D jus tt this time i dun really remember who the gal in my dream was. lolz anyway its 1 nice dream=)

at least

2009-01-01T07:30:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2 all =D

okok at least i am nt home this time=D was out but kinda stuck btw movie or join tan @ lunar.... due to certain mistake made by joa tt side.... and i decided to join tan.... ok la the price siong but was kinda ok... thou didnt have the max fun=D nice atmosphere... den slack thru the nite out at esplanade... and yes we walked all the way there. was really sian slacking out there cos i still gt energy to play or party.... and they r like rotting to slp=x.

anyway had mac at marina den took the early bus home...and ok this tan friend accompanied me took bus.. and she is er... dun knw wat to say...lol...

anyway its nth=)

1 more time.....

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009

betta year this time??

oh ya hopefully the wish wrote on 1 of tt 10k balls in the water will come true?? lolz

its time

2008-12-30T02:49:00.000+08:00

its time to emo after listening to emo songs XD haha

fast

2008-12-29T19:30:00.002+08:00

wah time really travel fast sia... few more days to 2009 liao=D

and 1 more week to tt stupid test again=(

no plans for count down yet.. damn sian....

think its gonna b another oridinary day again

okok 2009=D new wishes... er haven think of any yet.... wait till eve liao gt time den blog

nt tt bad

2008-12-26T00:25:00.002+08:00

okok eve of christmas.... at least met up with foo and nise
had lan gaming and pool for tt day....

den today had movie with foo nise nwl and kh... and its damn funny movie la.. Bedtime story=)

nice movie... u will laugh=D hahaha

anyway knee alittle weird weird dun knw y... maybe over strain frm walking too much =x

moved

2008-12-24T17:50:00.002+08:00

time 17 50 hrs
date 24 Dec 2008

and wtf am i still home nw??

made a step but nth moved.....

OMG i am still home for this yr Christmas!

hw i wish i am nt in sg nw....

haiz

hot hot hot

2008-12-23T16:31:00.000+08:00

Oo damn hot today=D

i jus wanna EMO for nw

hw hw hw tell me hw

oO =D

2008-12-23T15:42:00.001+08:00

gonna watch this =D

gr8

2008-12-22T22:44:00.003+08:00

sunday~

sec sch gathering... nt bad la.. but nt alot turned up dun knw y.... had fun and laughter

after gathering which end ard 5+ wen orchard walk walk... and makan.. oh ya i wanna buy tt korean spicy powder leh.. dun knw where gt sell

omg so many thing to buy=x things like jacket,jersry,wallet,perfume...etc..... but heng 1 thing every1 cant buy is.........if nt i also wan=x

den today... killer....cos slp late yesterday after watching liverpool game and woke up early for physio... gr8 was damn tired... ok la at least today didnt kill my leg=p but i think i will suffer soon cos tt stupid test is coming again 5th Jan.... -__-" anyway wen city hall to MS to bugis... walk non stop again=p and today again window shopping for me but Tan gt some lame things again=D

ok la some pics frm sunday

haiz

2008-12-21T03:10:00.002+08:00

thinking abt future nw... haiz...
good or bad?? plan?? haiz....
wasting too much time??will i b able to support myself next time?? or even a family next time?
wtf am i thinking??
this sux...
why??

its like after uni wat am i going to do??
i will b like....old?

why why why??

WTF

omg i am jus worried abt my future for nw....

haiz

=(

jus 1 bad day hopefully its nt the whole weekend

bad

2008-12-20T23:56:00.001+08:00

boring bad wateva word tt i might use

tio PS by 2 ppl and end up rotting home=(

1 is cos gt gf... another 1 ... haiz nvm

den dinner was KFC... and i gt the wrong order... only realised jus b4 i start eating back home=(

jus a $%^&* day dun wanna say more

burning

2008-12-19T22:24:00.002+08:00

lol i am burning....=D

wen gym for frm training in the morning and den suntanning @ JE swimming complex... nw my face is like burning. very long nv out in the hot sun liaoooooooo oO

anyway almost 4get something till i read EDMW....

Chelsea v Juventus
Villarreal v Panathinaikos
Sporting Lisbon v Bayern Munich
Atletico Madrid v Porto
Lyon v Barcelona
Real Madrid v Liverpool
Arsenal v Roma
Inter Milan v Man Utd

tml dun knw do wat=) sunday is sec sch gathering.. and omg 5 yrs?? last time i seen every1?? lolz

oO

2008-12-15T20:54:00.004+08:00

oO tired tired tired... tt all tt i can think of nw

physio
BBDC
JP
Westmall
and back home~

walked non stop sia... and my leg is like jelly... oh ya i think tt physio session is training my normal leg instead of tt operated 1

anyway jus wana blog something else...

came and gone... so when and who will b the next?? no one actually knws.....in jus 1 week 2 different friend broke up... and another 2 having shit prob... and me keep saying--> aiya c la single good.. but~ nvm=)

thou.......(privatetotswhicharentgonnablog=paskmeinprivateifwannaknw)

anyway some pics frm settler's cafe outing=)

go away pls

2008-12-12T14:49:00.002+08:00

when will this flu bug eva go away??

damn last week sore throat den to minor cough den nw stupid flu =( wth

i jus wanna recover nw~ any1 gt any xian dan?? lol

oh ya nt 4getting tt stupid muscles pull also... nt yet recover frm tt as well... omg i am so so weak=x

lata going out to feast?? hahaha

hate this

2008-12-11T01:31:00.002+08:00

oh this really sux=(
down with flu cough shore throat and wats worse is tt stupid ache on the muscles is back =(

last week after tt physio already sian 1/2 this week again same thing... oh ya and my leg almost became jelly leg. mus b last time laugh too much at lum liao.....

jus hate the ache and flu thingy =(

oh today wen window shopping and i wanna get my new Liverpool Jersey=D

fliesssss

2008-12-06T22:47:00.006+08:00

time really flies!!! 3rd cousin wedding liao lor was her doorman for the morning=p

anyway c the pics la... all i can say i was almost drunk for the nite haha

pics below=)

anyway dun me when is mine cos i also dun knw....dun 4get i am still single.... wanna talk also talk when will i b attached=p hahaha

only god knws...

fate ba=)

underage pls dun read

2008-12-03T22:01:00.002+08:00

knn i jus wanna play garena la... ccb reading forum den knew tt starfuck jus blk alot of the ports recently... knn!!!!

ccb~

i think tml i will go trim my hair... its so .... speechless hahahha like 1 bush=x

knn sian

even thou nw can go in garena but like no game cos no one! alot ppl kena tt port thingy!

CCB

concequence

2008-11-26T16:35:00.001+08:00

er end result is pain~

ya tts when u cut ur toe nail too deep.... knn pain la!!! 2 day liaos and on going =(

extended!

2008-11-24T18:44:00.000+08:00

song la! extended... current official MC will end 7th Jan 2009~ lol

dream

2008-11-23T14:27:00.002+08:00

gr8 this is a mus to blog~ lolz

had a nice nice dream yesterday nite=p dreamt abt some1 whom i did not c or even think of for quite sometime already=) nice dream... only can remember something like going on a date. den ..... woke up by some noise... door slamming... wtf la

nice dream thou. if the dream was real. lol many ppl said b4.. dream wont come true in reality... its always the opposite. so? the dream yesterday is nt gonna b true i guess..

haiz every1 is emo-ing... y ar?? used to emo alot back in poly but nw.. lol wanna emo also dun have the chance.haha good thing?

another weekend

2008-11-22T22:45:00.002+08:00

gr8 another weekend... pretty fast eh the time. lolz if MC extend means next week gt to go work liao. OMG

anyway damn suay today... lunch alone thou i tot i was gonna have it with my aunt and cousin but they finished eating and left me there-_- in the bloody crowded hawker la! peak hr leh... knn

hadmac instead..brought home makan

anyway today is damn suay... dun wanna drag the blog....

take bus.. i missed the bus.... wen makan.. in the end makan alone..

gr8

chat

2008-11-20T23:58:00.003+08:00

chatting non stop online... lol it was such a long time ago tt i really chatted online with another person. most of the time jus chat abt where to go all these.... lol

anyway today laundry sia... sibei sian 1/2 bedsheet,blanket, pillow cover... omg bwg. lol

game lata?

lolz

uni gals ez to xian? lol tts wat i am reading in edmw nw.. =x

cut cut cut

2008-11-18T15:47:00.002+08:00

finally cut the hair liao~ can style again lolz

sian at home jus too sian~

doing nth jus singing at home=x + msn + Facebook

alamak jus too sian le

when was the last time

2008-11-17T00:06:00.002+08:00

wow 7 am! haha this is so song~
when was the last time i reached home in the morning some more 7 am?? think tts b4 my enlistment time.

anyway was kinda so undeciding yesterday cos time so tight..out makan?? out soccer?? den k box... makan where watch soccer where k box late ok ?? in the end decision made.. out makan at bugis with Tan, Joa and Sam=) food still ok but nt as wat i expected. den we Chijmes watch soccer.... watched till like er 2230hr den walk to Marina sq?? lol walked damn fast den guess who i saw~ small jon BMT time sqd mate ahaha. heng nt office ppl =x. sang sang sang play play play kinda fun haha. too bad no gals there can sing dual with me. anywaysang till closing. den wen hk cafe makan breakfast they all. and i was talking abt ghost story of Marina Sq.... wahahaha scared them =D hehe slacked there till 6+ den wen take morning bus home =) home sweet home near 7 am.

slp whole day and nw i am slpy but eyes dun wanna close..

tml going back office to teach my replacement thou still on MC... knee area still aching sia. think yesterday walk too fast and too much liao =x

oh ya did i mention i am on spending spree for the whole week? think gt spent nearly $35o or more for jus 1 week? lol