lonely
haix...
jus feel lonely these few days..dun know y..everyday think tomolo will b a better day but it did not happen. and its seems like everyday seems like a worser day than the previous day.
then yesterday i was so pissed off by one person. i dun know whther to thanks him or bash him. jus not in the mood to say anything abt him liao....nothing to say liao and i jus hope tomolo will be a better day!!! :)
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
5:15 PM
Its Another Day in Life
today is today....
wah today my whole of my right side body is aching + my left leg also. today dun know y i so quiet leh nv really talk to any1 in sch not even her lor... today is like another slacking day for me again as i jus only did a small part of the work. :D.... then in sch i sat at one corner but miss lim chase me away and took my sit!!!during the 3rd meeting. so i am jus need to sit some place "open".. then after sch actually went home with xiaohsin they all one but... they ps me and i like went home alone.but at least farhan walk with me to the station if i am really bored liao le. then on the train i listen to my mp3 lor. lucky gt mp3 :)
then abt her.........
today as wat i said liao i nv really chatted with her so nothing much to say here lor. actually wan to have breakfast with her one but fl they all join us which include xiaohsin and huimin and her friends...then standard la after she is like gone..haha.. jia ren you yue ba....in my heart i know who la...
xin li hua......
actually when ppl c me happy happy most of the time, but i am not always happy as my heart is always full of things. gt sad...happy.....stress...sometime i cant pretend that i am all right but i try not to show it out as i know this will affect someone.sometime i know i jus think too much liao... better not hu shi luan xiang
Monday, November 28, 2005
7:00 PM
Its Another Day in Life
so lucky!!!
wah today so lucky for me!! play soccer lucky nv get seriously injured. almost twist my knee again..but lucky jus a minor twitched on the knee nia but its pain!!! till now also alittle lor. today rain so heavy but we continue to play in the rain...Fauzi was here today to join us play:) we were like unbeaten for almost all the games tat we played. YQ to ks alot sia everyone was like missing and yq jus ks all the misses... me myself i dun dare to play hard as jus now my knee had a minor knocked lor. but in the end i also play the usual game that i play lor.haha was so fun today play in the rain was like shiok long time nv did tat liao!!
then today hor dun know wat happen dun know is it i made Tan angry or wat he jus left without saying anything. i think i said him alittle ba cos he was not playing wat he use to play lor. jus hope nothing much will happen ba...
i played till like ard 7pm lor then go buy food for my bro..
then also Hazim put aeroplane lor he say he coming but he didnt appear!!! knn. when c him i mus say him liao.. then next week dun know whther wan to play again anot. and dun know whther gt ppl play anot.
jus hope i dun get sick or pain anywhere after the knock and rain!!!
Saturday, November 26, 2005
9:00 PM
Its Another Day in Life
slacking...
wahaha first time not doing any work seriously in class...totally dun understand wat is going on today. doing work that i dun understand. so relax lor..whole day staring at my com listening to music and playing with weilun handphone cam.and also msn..something really funny happen today in msn lor..jus cant say it out now.haha... :) wahah so nice keep wanting to take her pic but always nv caputre her face. play play play jus too slack for today. no stress and i am so relax.
then abt her...today nv come to sch with her.. took the bus alone and was so lonely only gt my mp3 with me so blast the music lor...then in class chat alittle on msn nia..after sch jiu mei you kan dao ta le..dun know where she went.think went out with her... ba..so i went home with micky mouse joseph and xiao xin(her "ah gong") haha..he know abt us liao:)nothing much write liao i think..haha
stay happy always and tomolo going to play soccer again ba.this time jus hope "zidane"(Fauzi) appears and play!!!
Friday, November 25, 2005
9:51 PM
Its Another Day in Life
today!!!nothing....
so sian today.. started with a bright day but dun know y i jus ended with one sian day... yesterday all the work done for the problem today was quite useful.. it help to reduce the work load of my team. then today it was like the 1st time i saw her teaching wat she knows to team member. haha.. happy to c tat :)
then towards the end of the day i jus felt so funny...i start to lose all interest in all things and no mood in playing game or wat..even chatting!!! all cant concentrate...
went out with her actually should be very happy for me...but i jus dun know y i jus cant be as happy as i was with her last week...then i sent her home after eating.
then when i was going home i jus blast my music and dun wan to think abt anything.. the bus i took really sux!!! the driver dun know how to drive and the bus keep "shaking" making me feel uncomfortable...
i think tats all for today..from a bright day to a sian day....
Thursday, November 24, 2005
8:37 PM
Its Another Day in Life
new skin for my blog!!!
haha gt my new skin thanks to the special someone. :) thank you u again in here.hehe
so happy to have the new skin for my blog.
today nothing much to say jus that my UT for sport psychology is kind of like a killer to me.. jus hope that i can pass it ba. today nv really chat with her. she nv go sch so nv c her :(
jus only chatted for a while on msn nia. cos she helping me do the skin mah dun wan to disturb her... then i do the work for tomolo while she do my blog lor.haha. tomolo i think can relax abit liao ba cos most of the work is done!!! also actually can chat with her one but cos her cousins....
ok la i think i have nothing to say liao. i wan to go slp le..watching Liverpool match lata... will update soon ba... i think tomolo will go out with her again.haha so happy!!!
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
11:57 PM
Its Another Day in Life
new skin for blog!!!
haha gt my new skin thanks to the special someone. :)
so happy to have the new skin for my blog.
today nothing much to say jus that my UT for sport psychology is kind of like a killer to me.. jus hope that i can pass it ba. today nv really chat with her. she nv go sch so nv c her :(
jus only chatted for a while on msn nia. cos she helping me do the skin mah dun wan to disturb her... then i do the work for tomolo while she do my blog lor.haha. tomolo i think can relax abit liao ba cos most of the work is done!!! also actually can chat with her one but cos her cousins....
ok la i think i have nothing to say liao. i wan to go slp le..watching Liverpool match lata... will update soon ba... i think tomolo will go out with her again.haha so happy!!!
11:50 PM
Its Another Day in Life
new skin for blog!!!
haha gt my new skin thanks to the special someone. :)
so happy to have the new skin for my blog.
today nothing much to say jus that my UT for sport psychology is kind of like a killer to me.. jus hope that i can pass it ba. today nv really chat with her. she nv go sch so nv c her :(
jus only chatted for a while on msn nia. cos she helping me do the skin mah dun wan to disturb her... then i do the work for tomolo while she do my blog lor.haha. tomolo i think can relax abit liao ba cos most of the work is done!!! also actually can chat with her one but cos her cousins....
ok la i think i have nothing to say liao. i wan to go slp le..watching Liverpool match lata... will update soon ba... i think tomolo will go out with her again.haha so happy!!!
11:50 PM
Its Another Day in Life
new skin for blog!!!
haha gt my new skin thanks to the special someone. :)
so happy to have the new skin for my blog.
today nothing much to say jus that my UT for sport psychology is kind of like a killer to me.. jus hope that i can pass it ba. today nv really chat with her. she nv go sch so nv c her :(
jus only chatted for a while on msn nia. cos she helping me do the skin mah dun wan to disturb her... then i do the work for tomolo while she do my blog lor.haha. tomolo i think can relax abit liao ba cos most of the work is done!!! also actually can chat with her one but cos her cousins....
ok la i think i have nothing to say liao. i wan to go slp le..watching Liverpool match lata... will update soon ba... i think tomolo will go out with her again.haha so happy!!!
11:50 PM
Its Another Day in Life
new skin for blog!!!
haha gt my new skin thanks to the special someone. :)
so happy to have the new skin for my blog.
today nothing much to say jus that my UT for sport psychology is kind of like a killer to me.. jus hope that i can pass it ba. today nv really chat with her. she nv go sch so nv c her :(
jus only chatted for a while on msn nia. cos she helping me do the skin mah dun wan to disturb her... then i do the work for tomolo while she do my blog lor.haha. tomolo i think can relax abit liao ba cos most of the work is done!!! also actually can chat with her one but cos her cousins....
ok la i think i have nothing to say liao. i wan to go slp le..watching Liverpool match lata... will update soon ba... i think tomolo will go out with her again.haha so happy!!!
11:50 PM
Its Another Day in Life
new skin for blog!!!
haha gt my new skin thanks to the special someone. :)
so happy to have the new skin for my blog.
today nothing much to say jus that my UT for sport psychology is kind of like a killer to me.. jus hope that i can pass it ba. today nv really chat with her. she nv go sch so nv c her :(
jus only chatted for a while on msn nia. cos she helping me do the skin mah dun wan to disturb her... then i do the work for tomolo while she do my blog lor.haha. tomolo i think can relax abit liao ba cos most of the work is done!!! also actually can chat with her one but cos her cousins....
ok la i think i have nothing to say liao. i wan to go slp le..watching Liverpool match lata... will update soon ba... i think tomolo will go out with her again.haha so happy!!!
11:50 PM
Its Another Day in Life
new skin for blog!!!
haha gt my new skin thanks to the special someone. :)
so happy to have the new skin for my blog.
today nothing much to say jus that my UT for sport psychology is kind of like a killer to me.. jus hope that i can pass it ba. today nv really chat with her. she nv go sch so nv c her :(
jus only chatted for a while on msn nia. cos she helping me do the skin mah dun wan to disturb her... then i do the work for tomolo while she do my blog lor.haha. tomolo i think can relax abit liao ba cos most of the work is done!!! also actually can chat with her one but cos her cousins....
ok la i think i have nothing to say liao. i wan to go slp le..watching Liverpool match lata... will update soon ba... i think tomolo will go out with her again.haha so happy!!!
11:50 PM
Its Another Day in Life
dun know wat going on in my head.....
aiya jus dun know wat is going on in my head now. feeling so down/stress/ and like lonely at times. i also dun know wat to say abt this lor. maybe its like missing her ba or this is how i felt when i am jealous?? also dun know la. i jus feel that this is like some sort indirectly related to her lor.everytime c her chatting on msn with her....then i jus feel unEZ. this i think is jealousy ba. dun wan to say so much leh. jus too down la.
jus wonder hows is life without her during the holidays. all i know its that she cant always go out de. so hoilday is like...going to be bored !!!and i still need to go for training for the world skill thing. so sian. so many things going thru my head now. too many things liao..going to kill alot of my brain cells.
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
12:45 AM
Its Another Day in Life
weekend
week end le yesterday was saturday and i played my soccer since 1 month+ ago ba. thou nv really score as much as i used to but not bad cos i still can play. everything seems fine jus tat leg gt a little aching cos i think too long nv do sports liao.
then today sunday afternoon which is now i going to queensway and its raining!!! hate rain! i think lata going to suntec to watch the PROs gamers in WCG. wonder if gt alot of ppl.
also weekend so sian for me everytime. thought can ask her out but she was like pulled to her parent's shop to help out. so no luck for me ba. no choice but jus wait for next time ba. and jus hope she dun tired herself out and say pain here pain there. so xin tong to c her in pain.
k ar lata then write more ba going out le
Sunday, November 20, 2005
12:55 PM
Its Another Day in Life
So happy!!!
wahaha was so happy yesterday... went out with her after sch. though nv go any place special but we were together for a long time ba yesterday. went home quite late cos sent her home. was too happy liao la to be with her. then nothing much to say on yesterday liao
today actually gt UT and its so long and difficult lor. alot ppl complain at it but i think i should be able to pass la.then today, jus so surprised tat that latha dismissed us so early lor. we completed the work ard 1.30pm and was able to go whenever we wan. then wanted to go find her de but nv cos of something....which only afew ppl know. so no choice but to stay in sch play dota...was quite fun la today but still lonely lor...
tomolo finally after a month since i rested. going to play soccer liao!!! cant wait to c how i am going to play. wonder if i had became sucky liao or jus the same.haha we will c how tomolo ba.
Friday, November 18, 2005
8:40 PM
Its Another Day in Life
omg wat had i said to her...
OMG i am such a stupid person in the whole wide world!!! i said something tat i arent supposed to say. this i think cos her to be very sad. i know she is not wat i said tat kind of person. i am truely sorry for wat i said. all i can do now is to say sorry to her and jus hope that she will not be angry with me and sad over it..... i am such a bad bad boy... pls forgive me for wat i had said... and sorry seems to be the hardest word.
Sunday, November 13, 2005
9:43 PM
Its Another Day in Life
Long time no C
hi guys long time no C liao. wonder hows everyone. Me, myself is ok lor still the same. jus that i am down injured lor maybe for like 1 month + ba. i really wan to play soccer again sia. currently still able to walk la jus tat cant really kick a ball properly.
other than this stupid injury that i gt, i still gt another thing in my head. er how should i put cos this one like not alot ppl know but if U guys read my msn nic then i guess its obvious ba. its abt gal la. she knows that i like her N its like nothing is happening currently. everyday jus thinking abt her lor. then friends keep saying that she is nt good i also dun know Y they say tat. i jus know tat i like her lor.
studies now is ok lor jus tat i fell sick lately and is unable to concentrate properly in class. some ppl might say that i lost concentration becos i think too much of her liao.haha but i dun care wat others say la. jus do my part be confident and i will get my goals.
oh ya for those taking 'O' level this yr, GOOD LUCK work hard and dun let me C U in RP...
8:32 PM
Its Another Day in Life