bored
today is jus so bored wen sch lesson is ok cos finish work ard and i was bored thru out the break cos nothing to do. 3rd meeting was also bored till almost slp. then ut i think gone le la. came home slp for ard 1 hr then dota for a while and tio error. nw i am jus bored
currently i am.....
i feels uncomfortable in me but i am so empty trying to say them out
Thursday, November 30, 2006
11:30 PM
Its Another Day in Life
bored and inner me???
hmmm i am too bored le la. play watever match (dota ) tio thrashed till like shit. wtf sia. no mood to play when losing lor. spoilt my day so i stop for today. staring at screen till eyes getting smaller than eva le la. no one to entertain me sia. then jus loaded FM. made coffee dun knw can tahan slp late anot today. sian i also jus changed my blog de song. dun knw can hear anot. hmmm lata going FM-ing le....
inner me. continue abt jus nw... hmmmm wanna get closer to her but she is like nt prepared? dun knw leh. felt like asking jus nw but nv. maybe i am too rushing thing le la. dun knw leh. sian i think wats bothering me these few days or today nia is tis...
keep wanting to knw the ans of how she feels but also scared of something. haiz jus so stupid me...
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
12:17 AM
Its Another Day in Life
tues
today
limped to sch today.. cos leg still pain unable to walk properly yet, but i go sch cos of someone.hmmm 1st sentence i already say this. lol ok la wen sch with eeling. today realise no one pei her so i pei her mos of the time lor. go sch with her alone, during break pei her also for 1st meeting (10min like this), 2nd meeting from 12+ to 1.30... then after sch she waited for me go IMM lor. haha today she found somethings at IMM...refer to her blog then u all will knw. lol something to do with rockstar and spongebob. then send her home..
hmmm i dun knw y i like gt this kind of feeling tt whenever i try to get close, she like keeping her hand off. always for awhile nia then let go..y?y?y? i dun knw am i closer or wat....
dun knw how to blog wats on my head nw... tts all i can say so far...
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
10:30 PM
Its Another Day in Life
injured again
haiz suai sia sprain ankle... and nw cant walk pain pain pain
today morning rush go play soccer. alot ppl then tot can have good day playing but so suai jus the 2nd match nia i twisted my ankle. bloody shit suai. cant walk properly after tt lor. sat there till they all play finish then go makan. while waiting i almost fainted. head was so blur wat eva i saw was like blur. giddy feeling...think i nv eat ba in the morning cos rushing there lor. after they finish we hawker makan lor. saw aileen but she nv c me cos she dun recognise me le ba. lol but i didnt say hi also thou she was like 1 table away? lol hmmmm bad bad me. dun wanna think too much.
after makan i walked home lor but with pain.lol came home i dun dare tell aunt they all cos hate their nagging. so i jus massage and ice the injued ankle lor. the swell manage to become smaller but still swelling la. but pain lor. especially after i woke up from my nap. then i did actually told my another aunt cos i knw she will nt so naggy de.lol so nite time she told my uncle then he brought me go c tt chinese sinsei... lol
over there hor he used the dun knw wat thing lai de poke poke my leg till very pain cos he need to sux the blood out. as the blood already clotting in there le. hmmm 2 time---alot poking sia. but lucky i still can tahan. thou it seems better le but nw still pain leh. haiz suai. but heng la nv tio my rite leg. cos acl torn is on the rite leg. basically nw my ankle is still pain and i wonder tml and tues how... heng tml no sch for me.
then today lina chatted with me. nothing much to chat. hmmm bascially told her i am continuing to... dun need to say cont abt wat ba. lol
missing someone......
Sunday, November 26, 2006
10:00 PM
Its Another Day in Life
out out out...
hmmm in the end today i wen out walk walk with eeling=) cos she sudden free and i last min no soccer. hmmmm fate ar?? haha dun knw
wen to bugis street find tt pei fen. b4 going find ah fen we wen to get her her milk shake~~~ lol gt to tt bugis street le still need to find her shop so difficult to find cos need to walk walk walk bigbig round b4 getting to tt shop. very crowded there. lol then pei her for awhile b4 going off to makan. haha eeling hungry!! ate delifrance..... so long nv eat le its tempting eeling nt becos of the food but hor its the sits avai. lol cos nt alot ppl. lol after tt eat till pei fen came and meet us then go vivo. cos pei fen need to rush there to work. haha she late le lor but she like nvm de. lol gt there fen wen to find food. lol finding the food is nothing but eating the food is so so funny. lol cos hor no sits or table for her to eat her sushi... lol then eeling feed her lor. lol hmmm the funny part was tt pei fen mouth so big till the whole big sushi she ate it with 1 mouth~~ lol after tt saw gui zhu, jia yi, mei ru and another 1-0 there. lol cos they working same thing with pei fen also. they all asked the same thing y i were there lor. lol i only ans gui zhu and mei ru tt i go dating there. lol dun need to say who its obvious.
then walk ard with eeling in MJ then to toys 'r' us? (if nv spell wrong..lol) was having some fun in tt toy toy world. lol hmmmm jus only 2 place we wen to walk walk ard then its like 6.30 le. lol so eeling wanna go home le lor. today no roof walking.lol so sent her home lor. in the train gt 2 active kids playing ard. lol we where lookin at them lor. they so active tt i was so scared tt they knock onto their head sia. er then heng they nv alight at the same place as us. lol oh ya also hor at vivo gt alot funny thing like the stationary man?? gt ppl go disturb by poking him.lol kids also go play with him. hmmm then also gt er tt drumsss hahaha i keep saying those drummer following eeling home le la cos where eva we walked to they were there. lol also hor b4 going off hor wen find tt pei fen... lol ling and her hor played till almost hit my there -_-" okok then basically i gt home ard 8.30pm
den tml i think i might go out again with sec sch friends ba. dun knw leh sian
basically today was quite nice cos can go out with her.. hmmmm somethings abt my feelings better nt blog here cos my blog its knwns to a few ppl le. mus shhhhh. ling..... wanna knw more u come ask me lor.
Saturday, November 25, 2006
9:05 PM
Its Another Day in Life
weekend how??
jus gt sms from ah rong they all stating they cant make it for soccer...so which means today going to b like last week?? rot home le? make b leh... but i dun knw leh. sian...think she is nt free today ba.
maybe more to blog lata...
10:44 AM
Its Another Day in Life
coming weekend
today in sch was so slpy and as u knw when i am slpy my mood is very very bad de wor. and today i almost blew my top wor. but heng i managed to control myself. dun wanna say who in here. but my whole day was very very bad.... did told mouse who the person was. hmmm nothing much to say abt today. cos its jus very bad.
and tml...
haiz soccer??out with charles?? or jio her out??
in the end choosen soccer... but really feel like asking her out. i really dun mind cancelling soccer last min cos i dun think i have the heart to play also.
bad bad day with a bad bad mood
feeling slpy...
Friday, November 24, 2006
11:38 PM
Its Another Day in Life
kena forced to blog
KENA FORCED TO BLOG...
kena forced to blog but i think ar i think ar i think ar i gt nothing much to blog leh. ok la maybe gt la jus dun wan to blog nia la =P
today de....
but here i blog one funny thing during test jus nw. lol half way thru my stomach was making noise!!! omg this means i am hungry in the middle of the test=X but i was hungry since morning leh but also hor i did eat during break leh. hmmm dun knw y my stomach love to make this growling noise. hehe
hmmm then after sch/test wen makan b4 go home lor. at mee rrrruuubuussss..lol think the sch food the really cant make it le.
er yesterday...
yesterday fyp again i wen late la. haha but yesterday de fyp was quite good cos manage to do alot things out. hehe was quite a good fyp day for me. hmmm after tt played soccer again lor. some more was in the rain so i was quite scared cos once fall i might jus twist my knee and it will be gone!!!! haha but heng la didnt fall thou the floor was quite wet. yesterday de soccer was also nice cos dun have those ass hole faci to come disturb our playing. hahaha noobies fac!!! hmmm then wen to the sch new resturant makan after soccer. food nt bad there. think eat till ard er 8.30pm?? den we chao le. reach home ard 9.30 then scanned my com till ard 10. cos com hang!!! cant start but heng la manage to start after the scan. so after tt dota all the way to 1.30am then go slp le. hahaha
ok i think nothing much to blog le... dun wanna blog much abt wats in my heart for nw thou its alittle uncomfortable in me. hmmmm but one good thing is tt i gt a lesser bao fu cos i jus finish my PP hahaha.
jus dun knw wats me thinking abt... maybe its the lack of attention ba. today i was like quite direct in most of my comments.. all bad comments/replies or wateva tt come out of my mouth. but i controlled myself le.
ok i go slp le nitess all
good day tml.
12:53 AM
Its Another Day in Life
PP~!!!
haha yesterday wen to my cousin hse at bishan do my pp. but hor i was late.. lol...
sunday...
hmmm lets c... morning woke up ard 11 then online for awhile played fm le then maple... lol till ard 3 then gt ready to go do pp. took one bloody long ride de bus...cos i chose the wrong bus to take!!! lol so reach my cousin hse ard near 5. and he 5.30 gt to leave for some place. lol so bo bian 30 min to do wateva i could lor. hmmm he ans most of the Q tt i wanna ask but left a few more which he will ans and emial me his ans. then over there after the interview which doesnt look like interview cos i nv ask him much jus throw him the Q and he type in his ans. lol okok back to after the so called interview.. played with his son.lol his son er 7month old!! lol he keep hitting my face. lol then was chatting with aunt lor then she keep saying own hse is good. haha then i same thing dun bother much cos even my mother cant make me move back le hw is she going to persude me?=P
after tt wen to ate the long time nv eat de chicken rice at bishan. haha miss the chicken rice. hehe was damn long Q sia. need to wait like ard 30min b4 kena serve.. last time also dun have so many ppl de..time changed le.. then after eating wen J8 walk walk lor. saw a few things then bought sweets and choco. haha yeah!! choco long time nv eat de dark choco(i mean the brand)...haha then went home ard 8+ lor came home played alittle dota which was so laggy.. i think my com something wrong le... die. lol
today...
hmm woke up ard 930...basically did nothing much today was scanning com the whole morning till nw nt even ready. then bored nw. no one to jio out... hmmm think lata going to fm whole day le. pp cant even go do nw cos the ans nt back yet... die liao la...lol oh ya i gt the links of a few ppl de blog le!!! haha stole the links de=P
wondering wat she is doing nw...cos she nt online.
almost 4get.... pics
Monday, November 20, 2006
12:03 PM
Its Another Day in Life
boring sat
today i rot home sia. cos no where to go... no soccer no one to jio out. hmmm early morning woke up dun knw y cant slp... then pray to ah ma lor...praying every 7th day of her death 4 49 days.. then hor online play game till nw.. FM for the whole day. boring sia. watch tv also la. but still bored leh. lata going to watch soccer till dun knw wat time le. then tml i going to do pp actually is today going to do pp de btu my cousin nt free for me. so bo bian lor. haha
bore bore
hmmm....gt a missing someone de feeling...
Saturday, November 18, 2006
8:53 PM
Its Another Day in Life
sian fri....
today came sch with out her...hmmm dun knw y i sian sian nw. very slpy feel like sleeping sia. then i also bored in class cos finish most of the work le. then hor today i jus cant concentrate properly leh. dun knw y also perphapes maybe..... thinking of... hahaha i wan go home early rest...sian tml gt to do PP!!! omg...
thinking of her...
Friday, November 17, 2006
1:12 PM
Its Another Day in Life
good thursday=D
yoz...
hmm today in sch had the long lesson again!!! tt fac really lor so leh... the class buai tahan him leh. then hor today i very stress cos hor my team de god sick went home after 1st meeting!!! su xiong!!! hope u ok le... hmmm so all the difficult questions i do lor cos i the only guy left in the team. hmmm but heng gt help from farhan. haha he help me understand alot thing. haha sometime he is really good when he dun so.... also dun knw how to say,lol..
in the middle of the day during break..wanted to go pei her de but she gt kenny pei so i in class did nothing much...readin news all the way from 1+ to presenting time lor. hmmmm ended class near 4pm though class only 4 team. sian diao. lartha also nv so lor so leh.
then after sch wen off with eeling and pei fen to cwp eat mac and walk walk lor. hmmmm had some laughter with them at mac cos i look at pei fen laughing non stop. lol cos of some really lame or cold joke by eeling. lol hahaha. then walk walk ard in cwp. then pei fen keep wanting to hold my hand. lol haha she had been trying to do tt a few days ago le.lol then i keep poking eeling till i think she alittle nt happy?? dun knw leh. haha walked till ard 6.30 we wen home lor. hmmm fen wen her way and we wen our way.
sent her home and haha gt surprises for her. haha dun wan to leak out so much info=p
tts all folks.hehe
basically today so far ended with quite a nice happy day.
but dun knw y i suddenly feeling slpy... maybe need coffee soon le.lol
Thursday, November 16, 2006
8:59 PM
Its Another Day in Life
still slpy
hmmm today i nv late wor. haha...went sch with ling and kenny. hmmm tot can go sch alone with ling but.... nvm used to it le. was having one er tiring day? ya.. but managed to finish work quite fast i think? some sort ba. hmmm then was spending sometime with eeling but jus a short while nia. then today owl and jian ming came disturb me and ling... asking her things which all knw she will nt say de. but sometime i really which tt she say. but....haiz...nvm perphapes i always nvm nvm nvm...haiz
then after sch ut hor.. die le la damn blur lor i think can pass but dun knw how good...after ut came home lor. with charles bronson and wei lun lor. jus eaten and nw i am blogging ... nt blogging out all the feelings i gt... i am jus slpy nw...haiz
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
7:01 PM
Its Another Day in Life
slpy monday
hmm monday having monday bluessss. heng today no sch=D
ok yesterday or i should say early morning 4.30 or 5 then i slp. cos watching Liverpool match with Arsenal. watched losing match again. haha but was quite a nice match to watch. gt 1 moment tt the ref gt cramped. hahaha i was laughing in the middle of the nite so loud=x hehe then wen slp after the match till ard 12 then wake up. hmmm played game online till ard 2+ then i get ready to go SIR to extend the passport lor. hmmm tot monday no one de then can fast fast finish btu hor..... go there near 4.30 le but still alot ppl!!! i need to wait like 100+ ppl b4 my turn. by the time its me liao its like er near 7pm... hmmm which means i waited like er 2and half hr for my passport??lol then in the middle alittle ma fan cos i tot my photo in the passport dun need change but hor i realise it was er my pri sch de pic. lol den i tot i could use the pics i have in my wallet but hor whens its my turn then the person tell me the texture cant be used and i need to rush take new pic. lol so bo bian lor took le and renewed the passport le. everything done but took 2hr+.... after tt wen bugis get my cousin her tt sim2 de expansion... then makan alittle with family then came home...
back home i m so tired le ate alittle b4 coming online and gaming...
think i am going to slp soon le. hahaha slpyyyyyy...
nw my eye pain pain...
Monday, November 13, 2006
10:57 PM
Its Another Day in Life
rain...
sat... rain rain rain the whole afternoon till nw.. spoilt my soccer day! damn cos rain le not alot ppl came... but played some lamed soccer jus nw in the rain. lol had some laughter but didnt really happy dun knw y. saw Aileen at the hawker today but she nv c me.cos i wen to makan ice kacang in at the other side of the hawker(dun knw how to spell ice kacang) hehe raining and i was still eating tt. haha.
hmmm trying to be happy is difficult. i think i am too stress out cos so manything happening this whole month for me. haiz. and i think i had been thinking too much le...
gt a few more thing in my head tt i am thinking abt nw but dun wan blog here....
its raining out there in the open...in me its also rainingjust thatno one are able to c it.including myself...
Saturday, November 11, 2006
5:54 PM
Its Another Day in Life
late!!!
haha today hor i over slp!!! lol cos hor....yesterday came home ard 11 cos played soccer in sch..then slp ard 1am..woke up ard 3.30am to watch liverpool match then slp again ard at 6am..hmmm then i dun knw y my alarm nv ring!!! so over slp till 7.30 when eeling sms me!! haha.. heng gt her sms lor if nt i slp piggy till dun knw wat time. hehe so rushed...then hor gt something i 4get to do... till when i reach station then i realised. oppsss and i nt going to say here.
then met eeling go sch lor. so bad me need her to wait for me alone..bad bad me.. then lesson really sux in sch cos the new fac is so.... nothing to say abt him sia. lol and i was so tired in the class lor keep wanting to slp. then hor during break wen down pei eeling and peifen makan then hor peifen keep pulling my hand then i keep trying to siam...XD if tt was eeling pulling me hor i will be more willing... hahaha. then after sch wanted to wait for her de but her bf is there so i jiu siam lor.. no chance again. haha
reach home ard 6 then shower le iron clothes cos no one iron for me le then eat le then rest awhile le i go slp.. till nw then woke up lor. and i am slpy nw... sian..
hmm inner me..
hmmm nothing much to say cos dun wan to say as my blog more and more ppl will be coming in to c le... i will only say tt i think joe's words seems like takings its effect?? haha dun knw...
Thursday, November 09, 2006
11:16 PM
Its Another Day in Life
wed
hmmmm cant really remember wat happen yesterday jus only knw in sch was so boring but managed to chat with aileen for awhile i think... then back home ard er 5 i slp after i eat dinner ard 6 till ard 11+ den online le then slp ard 1am...
then today... fyp for the morning 11am till ard 3+ i go liao.. heng today khin and tony nt there. haha and somemore the hardware something wrong le then we cant really do anything for today. lol slack the whole day lor. then after tt played soccer but hor...those ass hole faci...knn book the court liao so wat.. need to chase us off de meh? cant we jus play together? jus so fuck...then i was sitting down there for like er 1hr watching those noobies faci playing some noobie soccer lor. ard 8 den go shower and wen cwp makan mos. lol sat there till ard 9.30 looking ard in the mos for gals XD.. hehe hmmmm i 4get say who were there also... joe me s@y and clown. then hor they were all aim-ing me lor.... saying alot of y i do this and y i go for this gal... all those la. haha but i also bo chap much. then wen home with joe... on the train we chatted abt me de BGR de thingy...
okok then inner me....
er dun knw y the doubt seems like it had came back... really dun knw y also dun really wan to think much but haiz... jus cant help it. dun wan to say much abt it in here cos i dun knw how to put them into words...
basically so far for this week didnt really have a good week
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
11:13 PM
Its Another Day in Life
nice video
Monday, November 06, 2006
12:43 PM
Its Another Day in Life
weekend
hmmmm sat was back for my soccer day but i nv really play a good game cos wasnt in a real good soccer mood. so played with yq de friends lor at one stupid basket ball court. hmmm i think yq friend de friends some are my pri de de sch mate but they dun recognise me liao la. but i recognise them!! haha cos one of them scored the winning goal against my class den.... lol ok la back to blog. hmmm actually dun wan go soccer de but home too bored liao lor then go play alittle. at least gt excerise alittle. hehe i think i still missed my own default team ba... also i also scared playing soccer le...tt day wed i played also but i also scared to play lor scared my leg really....but sometime i really dun care cos its the fun of soccer tts makes me 4get. lol hmmm then wen home ard 6pm ate le then online le playing game till slp lor.
then sunday...
today hor wen imm get the cordless phone for aunt lor. left there for weeks le nv go take. but wen there to meet tan and monkey 1st cos they also wen there. but i was rushing lor cos i late le in meeting them. aha after collecting they say go orchard but i wen home 1st and they wen to eat(meetin them in orchard) i was so rush till i was like sweating!! so i wen home put things down b4 going to meet them. walk ard HMV then to borders then er to where ar?? also dun know. lol haha orchard alot ppl and i walk till... knee aching. die liao la i am old? lol then ate le then came back. lol came home ard near 6... then hor help christina did her essay. lol but the most funny thing is tt at the 1st place she mistook me as kervin!!! who is in china nw!!! lol i look like kervin meh? lol dun know then when she knw she mistook wrong person le she is so paiseh. lol hahahha but anyway she is so funny. lol
inner me...
hmmm been thinking afew things in my head. one main thing. i am scared of going to operation sia. hmmm also when can i be playing a good soccer again?? my mother keep wanting me back to bishan sia.. and i dun know how. then going to aus this dec..so excited.. wonder wat is it going to b like cos so long nv go le. then my PP!!! die la haven do. still gt FYP!! also die liao la. haiz... also hor i keep having this doubt...did i make a rite choice?? or.... dun knw .... who knws??
hmmm i think this post is alittle messy haha cos i in a messy mood
Sunday, November 05, 2006
11:07 PM
Its Another Day in Life
choco for today
haha today hor in sch i damn slpy sia. nt enough slp i think. some more i almost late for sch=x hehe heng rush... wen to sch with eeling. haha some more without kenny. but i was so quiet on the train cos i tired ba.lol then in sch i also half slping half doin work. lol
hmm then hor today eeling bought me choco!!! haha was so nice of her buying and i of cos very HAPPY!!! hehe cos she buy me choco=D then hor she jk-ing saying tt was give the choco to jean-_-" then i like haha stunned dun wan give!!! cos tt choco eeling buy de leh. hehe this choco is 1st time she bought something for me sia.(not for any festival or wat la) haha so its so good to eat it. hees. the choco is "sweet" =p and hor even if i wan to share the choco i also share with her only=p
then hor after sch failed to go home with her again cos...... nt my problem this time hahaha
anyway jus slpy for today... and tml jus hope tt i will nt be late. and nw my room alot mosqitoes feeding on me!!! hate them!!lol also hor i am having blk nose on 1 side of the nose!! irritating flu...
Thursday, November 02, 2006
10:13 PM
Its Another Day in Life