wat a day to start...
haha monday same thingy la world skill...lol late again!! haha then leave the earliest also.hehe
ok reason y i left early cos i go "dating" haha yeah!!! u knw who la.lol actually last min de but ok la. wanted to jio her out for quite long liao during holis only on monday then she sms me ask me say wan go out anot.ahaha of cos say yes la.lol
wen to marina to eat..er KFC again.lol everytime out with her dun know y sure eat KFC.. 1st time was mac then KFC till now.lol think mus change liao.haha after eating wen find wei lun then chatted lor..haha brain washing skill of his sux la need to brush up..lol as if i very good like tt.lol.he trying to brain wash her la..haha then after tat walk walk ard to suntec. dun knw y there like no one de lor dun know is it late liao or wat.haha then on the way one cool little guy came to us and wan to sell some suntec card thingy to us but we manage to escape after a long talk.haha i keep laughing sia during tat conversation with tat guy.lol...haha after tat we walk walk walk then walk to station and gt home lor.send her home lor.haha
tat trip out with her i find it ok la cos i look blur and scared i bored her.haha gt bored u on tat dating? hehe.
anyway nw the only thing i can do is to wait liao ba......missing someone can cause the love to deepen...i miss u. luv u ah ling/bao bei=D
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
12:13 AM
Its Another Day in Life
sunday...
haha another week passes jus like this...wonder how many week more to relax.lol ok today went to queensway with one of my friend..he getting bag for his army thingy. but hor cant find the type he wans at queensway then we went bugis..haha walk ard there for like 15 min but c nothing at all. then walk to suntec lor..haha quite alot of ppl there. saw a few bags but nt his choice except for one la...but he say ex then we went to marina lor.there saw one bag jus nice but hor he say dun know wan buy anot lor ..haha then in the end nv buy.lol dun know he la..wan buy jiu buy lor think so much for wat sia...haha i also wan buy new bag...hehe adiddas de. haha but i also the same la cant make up my mind. lol...haha also hor my burnt skin is dropping!!!
ok la nw to how i feeling 4 the past 2 days..haha from the previous post hor i like doubt my chances of ....u know la..perhaps i have no confident ba... nw i also abt the same leh..the doubt is like shouting towards one wall and wonder if there will be any echo coming back to me...but hor i dun wish that this low confident of mine is affecting any progress leh...i guess i need more confident soon...i am missing her everynw and then...though for the pass few days i like bo chap but in my heart i am still thinking of her...even nw i wonder wats she doing...
sometime i jus wish i could hear her saying i miss u too...sometime i jus wish i was with her all the time....every nw and then i am missing U... luving U always...
Sunday, March 26, 2006
8:34 PM
Its Another Day in Life
my life....
haha went to sentosa on wed..thought gt quite a few going but in the end only 4 ppl nia..owl me kev and joe who came late...lol over there was like also not alot ppl.lol think they set the wrong date to go liao la.haha. but gt a few gals for us to c la.lol but i dun care...haha. cos my heart gt one liao=D. then there hor they wanted to swim across to the small island but i cant really swim tat well so i nv lor they also nv force me.good....lol..then i also long time nv take out shirt in public 4 a long time liao.. haha then took out heng i dun look as fat as i used to le.lol then whole day over there tanning lor nothing much to do cos so little ppl... but hor i saw my ex sch mate...my senior!!lol didnt actually recognise him de but his name farmilar so confirm is liao after i asked him his sec sch wat.haha so nice to c him again... then we played soccer again..then hor heng when play nv get serious injury sia..twisted my knee 2 time 2nd time almost thought going to be jialat but dun know y heng heng nothing happen...haha
then go home liao my whole body already burning!!! till yesterday nite..haha now ok le. over there hor i also dun know y i like dun have enough fun..thinking of someone ba or not enough ppl go. every nw then take hp out to c gt sms anot...haha missing her sia even if i am out with friends.lol.dun know if she gt miss me anot.
ok then yesterday nv go out today also... but today i like alittle down...think cos i c my ah ma in pain but i cant do anything to help her...sad sad. sometime i jus wish she can get well soon and dun suffer liao... so old liao still need to suffer from all the pain. some time c liao my heart also pain. haiz bo bian tats life...
then as my my own "private life" haha like tat lor..missing her every nw and then... some time really wan to know if she still gt feelin 4 me anot but always like dun know how to ask leh..dun know y leh. like no confident. some time i feel there is but some time i also dun know...as for nw, my feeling is tat she gt the same/some feeling but dun know how deep nia. rite? if wrong mus correct me wor.lol haha..
haha dun wan say liao lata more i say i scared write wrong thing.lol by the way same/some feeling rite???(me very lor sou/naggy)
also hor did i mention i skipped world skill to go sentosa jus to relax and destress!!! haha
Friday, March 24, 2006
10:38 PM
Its Another Day in Life
dun know Y
i dun know y i m nt in any mood to do anything today...though i attended world skill today, i ran away after lunch. dun knw y also...i think i have been having this down mood since yesterday...
today lunch we all went to taka to eat..tts far from woodland sia.cos jm wan repair his lappy. during lunch, i dun know y keep thinking of going home liao which in the end really go home.
on the way home(blasting the music) i keep thinking and thinking...all the past few days happenings..but i jus cant concentrate thinking y all these happen. really down sia. feel like crying but dun know y i jus cant cry out. it seems so stress and those things are all in me...i jus cant seems to be happy in my life now.nothing seems to like making me happy not even a day of soocer!!!...i jus dun have the mood to do anything thing liao...feel like slping and avoid watever tat comes...
sometime i jus wish i was not in this world and i dun even need to bother abt the things liao...
sometime wan to find one person to chat with also like difficult. haiz really dun know wat to do...
dun really know wats going on either. wish tomolo de trip can be one happy trip for me ba...jus feeling down nw....and i dun know Y:(
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
5:34 PM
Its Another Day in Life
new update
ok holiday 2 weeks liao nothing interesting happened this week except for attending wei hong de bbq on thursday.....haha gt the last train to JE but cant get the last train to clementi. but managed to take the last bus 78 to clementi. haha heng... was with chee yuan at tat time la he more unlucky only can reach clementi think he walked home to sunset way ba...haha then the rest of the days all given to world skill liao...sad world skill is sometime so boring!!!...
then today i played soccer for the 1st time since 1month + ago sia... so long nv play liao and my touch stll ok..jus tat twisted my leg 2 time but heng nothing serious but nw aching nia.lol heng.haha jamas joined us but theres also a few nv came... hopefully can have a fun time next time we play. then hor today shouldnt go so early all one by one come so late!!! 1 hr late!!!hahaa but had a tiring soccer for me maybe too long nv play liao..somemore i play for all teams.lol
since its holiday, this mean i cant c her unless i jio her out leh...and wan jio her out like the timing always wrong one...she sick, helped out at shop, or others had already jio her b4 me..haha. everyday jus thinking of her leh...missing her...the more i missed her the more i feel like asking her out. she seems down for the past few days + today dun know la.haha. some time i really feel like doing something to cheer her up leh but dun know how.
this is how i feel/wonder.............
*missing her every min every sec
*wondering how she is doing
*wondering how she is feeling for me
*sometime jealous
*wish i was with her
*sometime wondering when she is breaking up...this is wat my heart feels...i am bad.lol
*after break is it me next or the other guy....
*if i can i wan her to be happy but seems like the happiness only last 4 awhile nia
*actually there are alot more but all i know all of these feelings i and feeling are all abt her....wishing u are happy always and dun wan to c u so down...i will always be there for u
Sunday, March 19, 2006
7:18 PM
Its Another Day in Life
ok jus update...
ok today i am damn tired lor...went to bugis to pray pray liao then went to suntec for the IT show lor... alot ppl sia...
1st bro and me wen to bugis to pray lor then parents came along but hor... need to wait for them sia..they wen to bug 4D and eat lor... so hot some more.then i sweat and sweat.haha. then after pray liao me and bro lef for suntec lor...
ok reach suntec liao hor thought still can la thought not alot ppl still can move smoothly ba..but hor b4 even reaching the hall liao, jammed at one place liao... cant even move properly lor all pushing here and there... sian 1/2 liao lor..but after we gt there liao things was better la still managed to c the stuff lor. i bought one USB hub lor cos my USB port alittle spoilt liao dun know y cant be use lor think tat mother board spoiling soon ba.... haha saw alot of things sia... external harddrive lor.. wan to buy sia but $$$ where is it coming from??hahaha.. still gt alot of things lor.. then gt to samsung booth lor then my bro gt the LCD moniter lor... er think quite worth it la...349 nia.lol but i paid one la at tat moment. he is going to return me one lor!!! haha lol... then walk ard at suntec to search for bag..haha gt a few choice lor..adiddas one and nike one lor..prefer the adiddas one but dun knw wan buy anot..maybe lata ba when i gt go back there again and i will c how again...haha need to think wan to buy anot lor...haha
then came home liao realise nothing to eat sia. thought they left food for us but haiz the food eat almost finished le lor..mus well called me and ask me eat outside sia...then hor i feel so down sia after my mother told me something...haiz dun wan to say la...ask me if u wan... jus no mood to say lor. always like tat one lor my mother...dun know y like tt makes me so:(
ok la these few days i still can la... jus tat knwing she is down and not happy i also like dun know wat to do to cheer her up leh..dun wan c her so down leh...sometime i jus wish i could do something to cheer her up but i also dun know wat to do lor. think the only thing i can do is to chat with her and try to cheer her up ba and me also dun be down... mus stay happy always wor!!!sometime i also dun know am i getting close or wat lor... jus dun wan think so much and c how it goes ba... i am thinkning of her every now and then lor. wondering how she feels.......
MUS STAY HAPPY WOR XIAO MEI MEI!!! BU YAO BU KAI XIN... NI HAI YOU WO ZAI GUAN XIN NI/DENG NI...YOU SHEN ME SHI WO DOU HUI ZI CHI NI DE. YAO KAI XIN WOR...AI NI. ASHITERU(ME BEN TO U 1 0)
Sunday, March 12, 2006
10:52 PM
Its Another Day in Life
sad
chalet over for a few days liao... today was a bad day. all my happy moments jus ended today lor..mostly ended by a throw of ash try.. sad sia i cried lor... 1st time in poly i cried!!! haiz dun wan to say more sia.. more i say more i sad...
then today went sch for world skill liao i gone to bugis to pray pray cos of tat incident lor during chalet.
came home liao chatted with her...then found out something which affected me some how but i keep saying its like not affecting me lor... haiz. dun know y so down today lor. though i nv show it out how i feel but in my heart its there...it cant be changed.
till now i still wondering how she feels ever since then lor. sometime i wonder who she will choose. i jus dun have the courage to ask now... dun know y maybe its the fear of knowing the truth ba.. perhaps i should really need to find out the answer sometime. i dun wan to live my life regretting not finding out... but the fear is there. and i jus cant sit and wait for the answer to be out finding me. think i will be asking her sometime soon ba...
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
8:34 PM
Its Another Day in Life
yoyoyo!!!jus back from chalet....
yoyo alot things happened for the last few days sia.... let me start now.haha
1st is tat my laptop crash and dun knwo wats dmg in side liao think is the motherboard ba..scared scared it jus crash again N will not on again..haiz
2nd is tat the chalet for our class was a sucess!!! we had alot of fun then..took alot of pics and the pics i think i will be putting into the P drive ba cos sending thru msn dun know will take how long.lol 1st nite was like no gals stayed lor but only sima the only one.. her children really hor!!! haha they are really children.. very naughty...but lucky nv really come disturb me.hehe 1st nite jus me fl nan and joe stayed and sima family dun 4get. had fun jus tat i nv get to slp... second day we went to rent bike and cycle with 10 and hui min.haha cycled 4 quite long la but fun also cycle till ass pain liao.lol.. 2nd nite was even more fun..more ppl came to bbq ...scared not enough food but in the end we still gt extra food left sia..left them for lyj they all but they nv eat.waste food!!! but fun la..jus tat i too tired liao cos 2 days nv slp. then hor wen nite cycle all the way to bedok!!! but some special thing happen on the way back on liana and me!! i was so scared sia...dun wan say liao say more scared more... dun know wan to tell mother anot. haha think nothing more to write for the chalet ba jus tat nan came back after his bbq at sam place and brught back sam, thomas, fizal and lyj to chalet.then cycle with them...oh ya joe also sick so he went home b4 the bbq start..xiao xin also nv come dun know y.he say something last min cant make it... miss lim also cos her family all sick... all mus take care wor. ok 1 thing dun wan to 4get!!! sima prepared the food and it was real NICE!!!
haha fun fun fun...spend almost my 2nd day with her at the chalet...lol had fun so happy...jus tat i am alittle sick....lol...haha pei her to cycle then she cut her hand...yao xiao xin wor!!! then 2nd nite bbq haha took alot pics then basically the whole chalet for the time she is there i was there er with her for like haha also dun know how long lol.. then sent her home but b4 sending we ate at her hawker there la.lol mei you wei kou to eat sia tat time.lol haha cos sick ma. but hungry. lol she also pei me and i also pei her ahaha... she is so happy cos hor.. dun wan say.lol
anyway this chalet was a sucess!!!! all so happy ba i think i am jus too tired liao slp whole day yesterday from 2 to this morning!!! haha piggy... all happy..
if i missed out something tell me wor for those tat read my blog...haha cos i too slpy to blog also!!lol stay happy wor..
haha... cya guys!!!
Monday, March 06, 2006
9:02 AM
Its Another Day in Life