sian

oh mine oh mine
exam being delayed---postponed! sian sian sian
tot can enjoy my weekend since exam finish but didnt expect to postpone lor
then wat instruction was given was tt, test on wed! and last shooting frame is on monday! g8!
althou i dun seem stress as i look and behave but i am indeed very stress inside me.
wanna get marksman for my shooting but dun knw y i always kinda like jus pass nia.
and for exam...everyone was studying till late like 12am+ but i slp ard near 10pm! looks confident eh? but nt lor. was kinda anxious abt the test. jus dun wanna think abt it but cant!
i jus cant wait for this coming week to come and end. then nearer to POP but... another prob arise. =( wondering who will b coming for my POP. or i think i shouldnt b even asking any1 to come and c me march in the hot sun? sian sian sian ma and pa sure cant make it. bro is like y go for wat. good friend working... how to come?g8 loner ba
as for today book out wen makan ajisen with kit sam and zhihao. long time nv have tt liao=x after tt wen home change and wen down to bugis to sing song talk crap with peng they all. and the Q they ask is kinda of like er... but long time nv have this kind of Q and A session liao la for me=) jus reach home then was thinking of wat to do tml and sun liao. especially for sun. soccer at ntu or cage? stress again sia. damn


Saturday, December 29, 2007 12:05 AM

Its Another Day in Life

tired

too tired so fell aslp
jus woke up. told myself wan to study for fri exam but =x haha
lata gonna book in le. very sian... faster POP leh! cant wait
anyway i am hungry sia
whole morning to noon jus bread and nutella nia. haha

fri test = good luck to me=)

merry christmas!

thou i had a lonely christmas=(
Tuesday, December 25, 2007 5:32 PM

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boring+tired =(

jus gt home frm camp. damn sian nw and bored.
anyway last bookout nv blog. so simple one here for the last book out
fri nite out of camp.... wen ceni for movie with dota grp of ppl lor. long time nv c them. think gt 2 months+ eva since i enlisted NS. haha. oh ya the movie--> Alvin and the Chipmunks is damn damn nice=p ok after movie wen swen makan then home lor. fai gave us a ride home. but still gt home ard near 5am~ tired
sat wen back home to bishan c dad then met up with kh wen taka buy food for potluck at nise hse. over at nise hse KH chicken no one ate! hahaha stayed till like near 10 then most of us siam liao=)
sunday wen NTU play soccer. this time without fauzi but had 2 sqd mates coming to join us=) had a g8 day for soccer. nt 4getting getting "burnt" haha... gt home then rest eat then book in lor
and today~ booked out ard 1+ wen lot 1 makan with sqd mates and here i am rotting
today is christmas eve and i am rotting here alone and bored. =(
feel like asking someone out but.. haiz....either those ppl i wanna ask them out is too bz with work, out of SG,gt date liao or blah blah blah. sian
nvm lonely christmas this time again=(
Monday, December 24, 2007 3:20 PM

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urge

oh mine
having the urge to change my blog address=)
Thursday, December 20, 2007 1:25 PM

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angered

nt enough slp?
very pissed with some ppl?
damn pissed all i can say

anyway was out at east coast for chalet for cousin bday but~
bad one...
dun wan to say much
jus knw something



11:00 AM

Its Another Day in Life

bugsss

flu bugs cough bugs
wth
worst! today ate bbq steamboat at marina
wats best
fri is SBT
which means my voice is needed but nw. g8
and tml soccer~ die even more.=x
anyway wanted to watch movie after makan but in the end..... blah blah blah nv get to. nt even bowling which was initially wanted
jus reach home dun knw y feeling alittle....
Saturday, December 15, 2007 11:56 PM

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wth

F**KING bad week~
sunday...... dun need say
monday still ok at least
tue was stupid and my face gt bloody red. nt for angry but emb....
wed was sian 1/2 day
thurs 2nd shoot frame and g8 i failed! very sad for tt whole day. didnt even have a mood to do anything. wanted to find someone talk to but haiz
fri today. knn sian almost being told to confine cos slp on the bed. was tired la! =( but the punishment haven known yet~
tml hopefully good day to begin with
and sunday. wish i could play soccer to release all my blah blah blah~

Friday, December 14, 2007 7:24 PM

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=(

=(
no soccer for today and gonna book in soon
morning was raining and nw its still raining~=(
watched liverpool suffer their 1st lost of the season in EPL. was kinda fustrated watching and in the end was =( bad bad bad
morning didnt get to play soccer at cage. should had gone NTU play. nvm next week c how
so no soccer...poh+ me wen centre buy things to bring in camp lor and he wen betting at sg pool. back home, did some room cleaning. threw away some useless stuff but the room still in a mess la. so bloody lazy to clean up alone. most of the things laying ard nw is bro de la. he hor... dun wan to say him liao. he was chatting with some gal while i was cleaning. wth~ think next week if gt time den i cont to clear things again=p

anyway i am thinking of somethings.somethings for me,i gotta move on. theres things tt i need to b doing/saying but i arent.its always jus missing the last step/push...
like wat hao ren told me:
its so ironic la cos this line is also wat i told others but i.... lolz and some more my motto is

Sunday, December 09, 2007 4:13 PM

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pics

anyway some pics frm yesterday WL belated birthday celebration













12:02 AM

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=|

oppss i am so so stupid la=x dun knw wat to say abt myself=x
always been thinking/hopping for a situation to happen but when this come i er.... damn. stupid me=x
really stucked. my head knw wat to do but the action jus wont come out=( bad me
anyway had a good day today or i should say week=)
hopefully more of the better days to come=) smiles
Saturday, December 08, 2007 2:47 AM

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red

burning!!
soccer at NTU in the morning. was lazy but have the urge to play so wen lor. yq nv join us. anyway it was fun la. lol and i think today at ntu playing was so far the best since few months back=) played till nw my face is quite red and having slight headache=( gonna rest a while b4 booking in.
sibei sian booking in=( cant watch my soccer also =( hahaha




Sunday, December 02, 2007 5:19 PM

Its Another Day in Life

stupid+scared+tired

feeling alittle stupid,tired,sian...etc

anyway had 1 bad week in camp. almost everyday of the week kena scolding for the whole sqd. damn sian 1/2

monday i cant remember wat really happened to us all i can remember was on wed, 1st time being IC for the sqd.. kena F by SI~=( when he was saying "next week i am gonna confine the sqd leader and u 3~" i was like er siao liao la. y so suay? but heng nth of this confinement came true=x

thurs i was nt in camp during training hrs. was involved in the role playing for the c course inspectors. played a small part for their test... anyway was quite fun and was nice experience la.

but thurs nite. injured myself again. was scared la. shoulder was dying~ stupid water parade at nite. wtf. somemore whole coy was being pumped! DAMN!! and i knew surely gonna be pumped... and suay suay in bunk we played push up at 1st... my shoulder cant take it and =(. some more the injured shoulder was the same shoulder tt was giving prob the 1st 2 weeks in camp. very scared i kena shoulder ligament tear. anyway nw slightly better le but nv try doing push up la~

then fri was another suay day. this time our sqd was implicated... some shitty wore boxer for PT and suay suay running time he showed his boxer and kena by FI.. then the 3 sqd gtta run continously and wait for him to come back...sibei tiring running non stop leh. its like running for 15min b4 he was back la. some more nv change to proper attire lor. he was so stupid and dumb i should say...dun wana say more abt him liao. making me pissed

anyway afterbook out wen botak jones with sqd ppl again. haha same guys -1 la. lol nice food=)

wen home change dun knw wat to do. decided go orchard find them for supper. and haha cant eat much. cos really full.=)

anway slp near 5am today. woke up ard 10 cos cant slp=) then online checking wat to do next. suddenly kena flooded with progs for today!=x




and i was sian 1/2 all same timing. and i also gt my own thing to settle. but in the end met monkey for outing. wen taka 1st saw csc ppl damn bz nv go say hi=x then siam. and i realised csc more new staff le=) haha anyway taka too crowded then i siam to vivo. at least vivo bigger mroe space to walk and shop=p after vivo wen pasir panjang to makan. food nt bad and its worth eating=D haha

came home slack till nw with no one online cos most of them all movie-ing

tml sian booking in and next week plannsss still thinking how sia me. die stress stress stress thinking thinking thinking =(

also dun knw to play soccer tml anot at ntu=



oh ya~ hate tt smily boi ryan-___- he keep smiling since monday sia.and its only to me nia. and we knw y..damn

Saturday, December 01, 2007 10:48 PM

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