still sick sia!!! and....
lol its like few more days to chalet and i am still sick!!! how sia??? then hor the chalet like prepare till bu 3 bu 4 sia... lol think need to sit down and c how to organise properly liao though its already booked liao. haiz jus hate to organise thingy. people will say not sure and last min ans one.sian.
then hor yesterday nite i cant slp sia dun know y sia. she say i think too much till can slp. i also dun know... dun know y....been ok for the pass few days jus tat i am sick nia. thinking of her every now and then. wondering how she feels.......haha dun wan to think so much. better let time do it jobs!
jus hope tat the chalet can go smoothly.... mus be happy wow!!!
Sunday, February 26, 2006
9:58 PM
Its Another Day in Life
happy but sick liao...
hah been happy for the pass few days...jus happy and dun wan to say y=D haha...then for the pass 2 days we keep disturbing each other i disturb her ( mess her hair up hehe wonder if she is angry anot hopefully not.lol) then she also disturbed me quite alot of time but i am not angry at all. she scared i angry but i am not...lol i get easily angry meh?? especially when she is disturbing me??haha will not lor!!! i will jus smile back and she will continue.haha
ok though tat the other guy is like stepping up his "gear" to chase her...i am not sad or down or anything. i will jus do wat i need to do and... haha shhhhh dun wan say:D
ok then hor dun know y my whole family is falling sick sia..1st was my bro having cough liao then high fever..then my mother coughing also...then to my small cousin high fever sia!!! then now me!! flu liao then now like going to have fever soon!!! lol falling sick is real bad sia..u all mus take care of ur body hor!! dun fall sick...
stay happy as always=D
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
7:12 PM
Its Another Day in Life
back to sec sch time!!!+ sad life..lol
happy and tired sia!!!
lol today play nite soccer sia!!! nv really like nite soccer but dun know y today i like it so much lor... normally i nite time cant c the ball one but today i jus play lor..fun sia playing with all my sec sch friends... at 1st we went to cage tat we normally play but there gt ppl so went to the other court lor..tat court is like er gt 4 yrs nv go there play liao..going there remind me of sec 1 and 2 time sia...but initially gt ppl playing there but we challenge them for their last game and won them...hehe. then we play among our self lor.though most of my friends there doesnt know how to play soccer much as they all basketball players but still ok la. dun sia...its like"bullying" them but i nv really bully them lor cos i cant c the ball properly sia so fair lor.haha ended like ard 10.30 then went to buy drink and they were like discussing for monday where to go for friend b day...haha dun know whether can make it anot...then they took 1/2 hr jus to decide where to go!!! lol so long sia.. then walk home lor and back home now i am here blogging after cleaning myself up la!!!
sad story from the past few days...
haiz dun know y last few days feeling so sad...think its becos of her ba. tried so hard not to think so much but dun know y its like cant help it leh. chatted with lina abt the prob but still ok la. at least gt ppl to chat with. now knowing tat gt another guy back to chase her...stress!!! sian...think i mus be more ren ba..dun wan fall so easily... also dun know la... sometime seeing her liao i also like nothing happen.when i am thinking of her then i will be sad..sian dun know y i like tat...knwing she gt bf liao its already difficult now add in another guy who she know earlier..think i am going to step out of this?? tats wat sometime i am thinking abt leh..but my heart doesnt wan to...so now all i can do is to be wat i am and c how it goes...worst of all, valentine day...listening to sad songs sia. even more sad.then knowing things tat i dun wan to know but know in the end...sad..so now think jus get on with life and be as happy as i can cos if sad le also not good.
* i know u will be reading...dun get affected by wat i say... i jus wan u to be happy dun wan c u sad also...cos i sad liao c u sad i may even get more sad...u stay happy always.
Friday, February 17, 2006
11:45 PM
Its Another Day in Life
lonely valentine
1st of all, HAPPY VALENTINE TO ALL!!!
today is a lonely valentine day....sad sad...trying to be happy... nothing much to write or i should say too much to write till dun know how to start....nothing is right and its jus pain and sadness...
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
7:16 PM
Its Another Day in Life
bad saturday!!!
ok sat..notmal for me jus tat today no soccer cos yesterday played in sch liao...stayed home till like 5 then went to join my parents to have dinner at chinatown.. alot ppl over there though CNY thingy going to be over soon... had bbq fish nice nice so long nv eat tat liao. bought perfume there also...
then hor walk to the esplanade there to watch fire works..today one nice sia...tomolo the last day..gt a feeling of asking her wan go watch togather anot..haha.actually dun wan to stayed there to watch one but also stayed and walked there liao so watched lor. reach there ard 8.45pm then leg aching liao...thing i cant walk for long...then sat down at one bench..then here---> bad bad day starting to start liao....leg aching liao then + dun wan to watch fire works wan to go home sat on the bench which then did not know it cant be allowed or us to sit down....then come the waiter with one F**K attitude!!! with this line-->"u all sit till very comfortable liao hor?""wan to have a drink" knn sia hesay with a F**king attitude sia...some more he say not only to use but to one old lady also sia....i was like shocked..then after kena "chased" liao we saw one preg lady sat down..then one more guy went to sit then some kids sat also... he also nv go chase..wtf sia.. so pissed..then no choice la wanted to F tat waiter back but y bother wasting my energy..
then saw the fireworks...its nice so different from the time during the 3rd day or CNY.... wonder if the fireworks last till valentine day.
then walk to city hall station to go home..alot ppl took train sia..but on the way i argued with my parent sia..dun know y...think i not enough slp and jus now kena pissed liao..bad mood...then hor think also i wanted to watch the liverpool match badly then bad mood cos jus now if i go home early i can watch de lor..haiz..today jus bad mood... when i go home i nv even say bye to my father and mother...then jus went home lor then 4get to get my perfume from my mother... bad day till even 4get...haiz...then hor gt to clementi liao walk pass coffee shop i stop and watch my soccer haha!!! after tat walk home liao on the wway back gt one car speeding sia. some more its zebra crossing..knn big car so wat speeding!! jus a bad day sia!!!
haiz...jus thinking of her....valentine day coming. jus dun know how.
Saturday, February 11, 2006
11:13 PM
Its Another Day in Life
friday sia....near...
haha basic sci i did nothing sia!!! doing nothing again...hehe think if not wrong the whole week i nv really go do work. micro lesson i skip sia half way thru. think is 1st time pon sch half way thru.lol then went out with 10 they all lor. hui min went to buy her thingy and we followed then went to play pool..lol lost to gal sia cant believe it lor.haha but was having fun la.then i send her home lor...long time nv send her home liao. wonder when will be the next time.haha
haha i am damn slpy now think jus now played soccer in the rain tats y so tired now.lol.haha. was having fun jus now also for soccer but rain... if no rain i will be even more happy. then gt home and play dota from 9+ till now lor.haha fun also.lol but slpy eyes now.=D
then hor valentine day coming liao..how how??? feel like getting something for her...tat her not jane!!! me and jane has nothing going on.we nv chat for a long time liao.and i am not interested in her!!! unless somthing happen..miracle...i am not a stingy guy if i wan to get something i will get it one and will not be bothered by the price much. think i need to say is tat i need to tell her how i feel...think she also know alittle liao...ho u know alittle wats going on ba (u la the gal i am refering to).lol:D... jus her in my head nia... think i am falling into the dream again.lol.haha hope.
ok liao i very slpy le go slp le.haha. jus thinking of her only...
1:32 AM
Its Another Day in Life
thoughts
this is going thru my head now, past few days and days to come...thought its going to be over and i can 4get it,but dun know y it like not going to be 4gotten. its like telling me not to give up and continue with it. but i jus dun know wat to do. this thought is in my head for a few days and it keep appearing... though its not complicated but its making me....... jus dun know how to discribe.sometime jus feel like saying my thoughts out but the fear in me jus stopping me to say wat i wan to say.
you hua shuo bu chu lai...haiz
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
12:15 AM
Its Another Day in Life
hahaha!!!!happy!!!!
haha went to lim chiew yen hse yest... played with her daughter.. daughter really cute but she cry very ez sia!!! lol i dun dare go near her.haha then hor 10 they all nothing happen leh played with her like nothing but sometime almost made her cry la.but nothing happen.haha!!! took pics but the quality of the pics sux cos my hand keep shaking sia..i drink too much coffee liao la jialat liao.. then 1st time take pics with her haha seems ok but i so ugly.lol
haha then today hor came sch with her. its like how many weeks liao. then hor today the lesson really cant make it sia..dun know wats going on keep thinking tat i am learning out of point but in the end most grps also doing the same thingy and the fac also.lol haha. jus so happy from yest and today. if everyday can like this...hahha
Monday, February 06, 2006
3:43 PM
Its Another Day in Life
CNY
haha... happy CNY!!!! holiday for ard 3 days liao!!! shiok sia!!! go ard collecting ang bao more shiok.lol CNY eve i went to chinatown watch the bian pao!! then i recorded in the digital cam... it was nice. then at tat time also alot ppl sia. the police cant manage the crowd all push here push there the police like shout till no voice liao.haha.
lucky this year for me is better than previous yrs. not becos of $$ but due to my family... though left hse quite lata.. which is standard for my dad la. always like this every yr.lol went alot places to collect ang bao and saw almost all my aunt from my father side. which is like er 7 of them.lol this year seems good for me so far ba. hopping my life can get better.
thinking of changing HP but dun know whther is it worth it leh....
then hor to my own personal life liao...dun know y wei lun keep teasing me abt tat gal sia...i also nv say anything lor. think need time to do the job. she also nv online for days. wondering...... haiz sometime i also dun know wat i am thinking abt...sian jus stuck in a situation tat i dun know wat i can do......
Thursday, February 02, 2006
10:46 PM
Its Another Day in Life