b4 i slp
i am about to slp liao.. lookin at her blog again...thinking and thinking..listening to songs feeling so sad and down..tears trying to flow out but seems difficult... my eyes are so dry nw. did i finshing up all my tears?? i really dun know.. i am nt the same Ben/Benjamin/Alonso/ Ben Jia Min...liao... i am nt my self anymore...the only thing i know is cry nw. but i dun know by crying will it help anot.. i find myself living in a aimless world. they ask me to cheerup but i really dun know how to. i cant cheerup anymore. somemore songs i love to listen to are all sad songs now. tears dripping down are all auto liao. i jus cant control them. the only thing i can do is wipe them when i need to. jus like nw. i try nt to think abt the time but i really cant.sometime i feel tt i need to cry out loud in order to 4get all..but its all in me..its pain.
tears again and again and again
Sunday, May 28, 2006
12:30 AM
Its Another Day in Life