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may 26th 2006 ....been a really bad day...in sch, com hang 5 time and restarted alot of time. dun even say com hang liao..the sch work even worst...lost for the whole day..wanted to find some one to chat to also dun have..wan play game also cant play.
dun even say in sch...b4 sch already seems a bad day le... in train was already feeling uncomfortable le then no one cares..on the train i was like made of glass... then after sch was more sian...came home alone..no one pei wo. haiz.then came home thought everything was over but it was nt...mother came and complain the electricity bill was too high liao.tio nagged.then after that stil think nothing happen...
but hor............worst thing came to me...was kind of like rejected.feeling damn blank when i was told those thing. didnt cry the moment i read tt took abt 5 min after tt then my eyes felt hot and tears began dropping..even nw when i am typing i am dropping tears. dun know y i was told this. perhapes she doesnt wan to be living in a world of suffering liao...everyday gt to face 3 guys....sometime i know that this was coming but didnt really know hw to accept it..
nw in my head i am thinking hw am i going to move on from here.
also, i still remember the time which was like 5 months ago. about the same thing happen...but in the end it went back normal..but as for this. i guess its dificult as this time was quite a formal rejection...............................
moving on..
dun know wat to say liao....jus not in anymood to do anything...nw i am considering whther to go for sima de chalet liao....i need to chat with someone soon
:'(
Friday, May 26, 2006 9:15 PM

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