i am thinking about it
i am thinking nw... can i really let this go?? i really dun know... its like my head say i need to let go but my heart doesnt...they jus oppos. i can let go of almost eveything but this i really dun know...

she said not beyond friend.... this line is like head shot to me... i really dun know...i am in a confuse state... i know if i cont like this in the end i will still end up with nothing and hurtz is all i will be getting.
i had stopped crying le. hopefully....
i am trying to pick myself up again...its so difficult. and i gt too many things hidden up in me which i do nt know who and how to say...
i think i need advice soon...from someone tt can really understand me... but i guess theres only a few...
i am very uncomfortable nw thou i am nt crying anymore for nw....
Sunday, May 28, 2006
7:19 PM
Its Another Day in Life