i guess i said it in here ba..
this i dun know i should really say anot de lor... cos i scared this might end up in another disappointment for me:( for the past few days i've been thinking abt this. this seems to be bothering me. i really dun know should i say anot. haiz.
ok ba think i say also nt going b a complete one.so dun hiam or wat...at least u get some idea from wat i am thinking ba.
for the past few days since wat i had been told, i had been so down. when i tired to picked myself up by talking positive, but i jus cant stop thinking. its something to do with the "so close" blog i blogged. i really dun know if i can really be like last time or wat.this i didnt wan to say it out de but its been bothering me for sometime le. haiz.
still gt. think this is the overall thing ba. its abt whether i can get back to the normal me i used to be b4 she said those dmging words. normal as in the normal days when we were like...cont or not to cont...
mos prb, i had actually decided in me liao...
haiz dun know how to write liao cos head still in a mess...
haiz
but i am back to haf my normal self liao la...dun worry abt me and be happy=D
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
9:37 PM
Its Another Day in Life