staring blank
i've been staring into the com for quite sometime liao..dun know wat to do and here i am bloggin again.saw those tags read them. its nt tt i dun wan to face the fact. its tt its hard to accept those fact. its like a blow to me. i am really down. i've nv been this down b4. not even in the previous relations tt i had. this is so hard. i know tt shutting out from the world isnt a good idea but i really need to be alone and think for a while. i really have no choice liao...
normally she's the one tt cheer me up but nw,shes the one tt hurtz me and i cant be possibly finding her back to cheer or an wei wo...
my head is in a mess nw...
i really dun feel like thinking abt this. but if i dun think, this isnt gonna be solved. sad~
tears are beginning to drop again. i tired nt to cry liao but it jus wont help... hopefully i can find something to keep myself bz and nt think abt it.
- world skill isnt gonna help me in anyway
- sch work also not really
- soccer?? dun really have soccer in RP and normally i am the organiser!!!
- games??no mood to play
haiz...
i am thinking again...
it really hurtz very bad... nv felt this b4
Sunday, May 28, 2006
3:37 PM
Its Another Day in Life