personal...family

hmmm jus a day b4 ah ma body is being cremeted.. had a tiring day.... cos theres alot of procedure to do for this last day/nite. everything started ard 4.45pm.... my leg was aching cos standing too much liao. then theres also slight conflict, which made me feel so... dun know wat to say. haiz... nw i am feeling alittle sad but bo bian tts life and i gt to face it. then yesterday nite i was down at the void deck the whole nite till this mornign 6am then came back to slp till 1pm. haha managed not to slp for tt whole nite thou wanted to la. hehe
hmmm gt alot of feelings in me dun know how to blog. haha gt family de also gt personnal de. personnal de is ez la...so anyhow blogged.....

personal de.....
ok read her blog jus nw. was alittle jealous cos of something but cant blame cos i this whole week totally no chance. i keep wanting to know how she is feeling but she dun wan tell me. haha so i jus wait lor. i tired to make chances but the chances i made nv became true. cos she also dropping hints and i also dropping hints i think.. lol so we didnt catch each other hints? maybe ar. lol then jus nw wanted to give her surprise de but she slp le so haha she missed it lor. but nw i am missing her liao. omg... jus pray she dun sneeze while slping. haha

then family....
hmmm yesterday gugu(s) came to ask me ah ma die liao who looking after me... they say mother going back to bishan le then who will look after me if i dun go back. then i reply me myself lor.. i so big le leh i wan to stay here at clementi. i already made up my mind le so nothing much can change me. then mother and 4th aunt quarrel yesterday...seems bad but today ok le la... maybe she too stress up abt ah ma is dead. i also dun know y my family is like... haiz...then hor i think today i am going to stay at void deck for awhile till dun know wat time liao cos cousins they all playing mahjong. lol they going to teach me. haha but i nt tt interested. lol played the "big brother" game b4 coming up. had quite alot of laughing jus nw.. haha long time nv had such a gathering le. nv expected we will gather up in this kind of situation. haiz dun know happy or sad. then my 5th aunt is giving alot problem to the big family. she is like showing no respect to ah ma sia. nv join in the procedure cos she said she is from XXX religion so dun wan to join in. but ah ma is her mother and only 1 mother sia. haiz.... she would rather follow her religion and forsake her mother funeral. even my friends came and join me for a few hours for the passed few days. they even offer the "xiang" to ah ma. but tt 5th aunt didnt!!! some more she dun even wan her children to do those things also(like burning the kim zua and ....). tt timothy also the same. keep drinking and giving problem.. keep changing into new shirt haiz... dun know wats up in their mind.. dun know is it tio brain wash or wat sia... haiz

tml pon sch and fri maybe pon sch also. haiz..... this whole week i am really pon-ing sch!!! lol

i dun wanna miss another chance.. i wan to make those chances into reality.


oh ya did i mention tt pei fen is going to glue to me?? omg some one get anti super glue for me?? pls!!!!! hahaha if gt anti super super glue the best. hees
Thursday, October 26, 2006 1:47 AM

Its Another Day in Life