freaked out

omg i am jus being freaked out la. by those sms-es. omg leh
for the past 1 week all these sms by the same person really freak me out le lor. 1st dun knw how this person gt my num. and all the sms came during the nite. really..... speechless
worst of all today the sms-es gt "i mis u.......why.... cruel.....reall have a gf?" wtf la y does tt person need to knw tt much when obviously i dun have an interest for her? she is totally nt my kind of gal pls. really tio shocked when i saw those sms.
story begin with ah wa there.... cos i told ah wa to tell tt lady x(called her tt cos i dun wan racist comment from myself here) tt i gt a gf dun disturb me le.... then today tt x replied asking is it true anot. i was like er.... but the last 3 words"i miss u" omg leh stunned!!!!! i dun knw wat to reply 1st. but in the end....whether i have a gf x dun have to knw. and thx for missing me btu i guess x also missed taka ppl. the end i tot. but she replied...dun b so cruel x like me.. wtf sia. i was like er.....speechless. totally nt interested.then followed by another sms from x again....is it true tt i have a gf? lol la i was like..... dun wanna say anything le. i jus replied this--->its nt tt i am cruel...cos i find tt drawing a line inbetween is needed. u dun have to knw more abt my life. theres many guys out there also dun need b desperate.
till nw no more reply dun knw wat happen.

i mean its like... nt tt i wanna harm anyone with these replies but its a fact. i did nt drop and hint for her or wateva. didnt wan to tell her i gt gf anot cos i gt my reason....1st if i told her i do nt have.... her heart wont die down.also ah wa will b a liar lor cos i told her to tell x tt i gt de. dun wan wa to b bad person leh.... 2nd if i told her gt gf and wat if she wan to c who is tt gal? den i how? find a fake gf?lol leh lata matters get worse how? lol also nw i am afraid tt this x will er do something stupid.

anway this lady x i intro alittle la. she indian mixed?~ totally nt my kind. age think is 26? have some mental prob i think? as wat the rest of the csc ppl said la. then er nth to described her. jus tt she is totally off my taste. scary leh when i found out from wa abt this x....and she is attracted to my eyes? LMAO la. alot ppl say my eyes so small how to send signal to gals? haha anyway i dun wan to think abt it. i am totally freaked out by this lor.

i knw tt my standard for a gal is damn high but i did lowered alot le thru the yrs.i believe will still lower it ba cos i knw my own standard also ma. i did told some of my friends b4 wat kind of standarad for gal i will b interested in but these gals will always b in my dreams. cos either they are taken or they r jus passerbys=p sometime jus believe in fate ba. but at time fate like this instance abv. er... i rather choose mine. haha

anyway i am jus freaked out by these sms from x today la. omg la how i wish all these sms-es are sent by those i am interested in. even if those i am interested in de said they sent wrongly i also wont mind=p lol


Saturday, September 08, 2007 12:54 AM

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