stupid+scared+tired
feeling alittle stupid,tired,sian...etc
anyway had 1 bad week in camp. almost everyday of the week kena scolding for the whole sqd. damn sian 1/2
monday i cant remember wat really happened to us all i can remember was on wed, 1st time being IC for the sqd.. kena F by SI~=( when he was saying "next week i am gonna confine the sqd leader and u 3~" i was like er siao liao la. y so suay? but heng nth of this confinement came true=x
thurs i was nt in camp during training hrs. was involved in the role playing for the c course inspectors. played a small part for their test... anyway was quite fun and was nice experience la.
but thurs nite. injured myself again. was scared la. shoulder was dying~ stupid water parade at nite. wtf. somemore whole coy was being pumped! DAMN!! and i knew surely gonna be pumped... and suay suay in bunk we played push up at 1st... my shoulder cant take it and =(. some more the injured shoulder was the same shoulder tt was giving prob the 1st 2 weeks in camp. very scared i kena shoulder ligament tear. anyway nw slightly better le but nv try doing push up la~
then fri was another suay day. this time our sqd was implicated... some shitty wore boxer for PT and suay suay running time he showed his boxer and kena by FI.. then the 3 sqd gtta run continously and wait for him to come back...sibei tiring running non stop leh. its like running for 15min b4 he was back la. some more nv change to proper attire lor. he was so stupid and dumb i should say...dun wana say more abt him liao. making me pissed
anyway afterbook out wen botak jones with sqd ppl again. haha same guys -1 la. lol nice food=)
wen home change dun knw wat to do. decided go orchard find them for supper. and haha cant eat much. cos really full.=)
anway slp near 5am today. woke up ard 10 cos cant slp=) then online checking wat to do next. suddenly kena flooded with progs for today!=x
poh asking for soccer
monkey asking for outing
foo asking for movie
and i was sian 1/2 all same timing. and i also gt my own thing to settle. but in the end met monkey for outing. wen taka 1st saw csc ppl damn bz nv go say hi=x then siam. and i realised csc more new staff le=) haha anyway taka too crowded then i siam to vivo. at least vivo bigger mroe space to walk and shop=p after vivo wen pasir panjang to makan. food nt bad and its worth eating=D haha
came home slack till nw with no one online cos most of them all movie-ing
tml sian booking in and next week plannsss still thinking how sia me. die stress stress stress thinking thinking thinking =(
also dun knw to play soccer tml anot at ntu=
oh ya~ hate tt smily boi ryan-___- he keep smiling since monday sia.and its only to me nia. and we knw y..damn
anyway
confidence where r u?
am i gonna fall again?
and nv smile for some time again?
Saturday, December 01, 2007
10:48 PM
Its Another Day in Life