caught in the middle

hmmmm very very very confused for nw.
i am in the middle of making some stupid decision sia. should i go up my pes status? and this up grading is nt a 100% will up grade de sia. but if i up liao then my operation hw?
1 main reason i wanna up is abt my rank thingy. but i scared lata i up liao in the end hw am i gonna request for a operation sia.... cos this up grade requires one memo frm my doc. and hw i am gonna ask for a memo stating tt i am fit to take ippt.. g8~
and if i nv up pes then my op when i will b going for it i also haven decide for nw.
i am really sian sia....
some more i heard abt the NPC at orchard need ppl for SA. and i am so....

sian
so bloody caught in the middle nw
Monday, January 28, 2008 8:51 PM

Its Another Day in Life

why?

was out doing some shopping but didnt manage to buy any thing=x
was at VIVO for the whole afternoon. saw some shirts and jeans but most of them all out of my budget=x but the shirt ok la still can accept but gt more ideas on tues.
cos.....
tues going to fareast for more shopping after work=p

why why why...
was talking with my good friend on the way back abt BGR thingy...
why some so lucky why some so blah blah blah
sometime its jus infront of u but u cant c it.
sometime ppl search it so hard and jus cant find it.
oh mine oh mine...
why why why??
at times even if u knew its infront but u still run away frm it...
g8
maybe tts life...
and i go back to this saying..... if its urs, it will always b. but nw with extra line.... but sometime we really need to put in alittle effort to make it happen=)
Sunday, January 27, 2008 11:12 PM

Its Another Day in Life

sian

dun knw y so sian

dun even knw wat to blog abt=x

alot things nt done alot things to do but i dun have the mood to do them

and my room bloody aircon is making 1 big ^&*( noise!

=(
12:43 AM

Its Another Day in Life

1st

o.O
wasnt a bad one for the 1st day=)
everything seems very brief for nw but i think will become clearer in a week time ba=p
Tanglin div arent tt bad ba. at least theres jokers there=) hmmm
regrets? maybe huh. nvm jus look forward dun look back as i cant change it nw liao. only improve on wats going to come next....
Friday, January 25, 2008 10:58 PM

Its Another Day in Life

damn bored

OMG OMG

DAMN FREAKING BORED LA

SOMEBODY PLS ENTERTAIN ME?

tot having off is good but its damn freaking boring staying home!
Tuesday, January 22, 2008 2:41 PM

Its Another Day in Life

ECHO

out of the training Echo COY today. last time i will c my bunk=
and here i go to Echo Div=x damn bloody far. and if nt wrong its the 2nd or 1st most bz div in sg=(
nvm abt the bz-ness. all i care was the transport to my div everyday.so bloody hell check the net for all info.... and g8 -__-" 1 hr bus ride.
ok enough abt tt echo thingy

wen out jus nw makan with some sqd mates. brought them to makan thai food. which i dun really eat. but dun knw y i brough them to this place makan. maybe food too nice ba. haha everything also gt exception?



Monday, January 21, 2008 11:52 PM

Its Another Day in Life

=(

headache nw
body aching all over due to playing too much soccer in the morning till noon=x

time to rest

=(
Sunday, January 20, 2008 9:39 PM

Its Another Day in Life

POP OH

haha yeah POP lor
jus gt back frm camp. mixed feelings for nw. happy sad all of these=
happy cos i passed out liao
sad cos leaving friends which i made for the past 3 month
alittle regret cos i downgraded myself till no direct promo to corp
nvm aleast i am happy with the life i am having nw=p
anxious cos i dun knw my posting yet again
hmmmm think gonna stay home tonite
tml.... bishan?
sunday soccer?
monday back camp for last time for dekit
and tues? lol
wed and thurs is resting day


Friday, January 18, 2008 7:15 PM

Its Another Day in Life

POP OH

but after days of xtrem training under hot sun, my face became red! everyday sia. gt ppl even faint lor. heng i nv=p
anyway tml pop but no one is attending my parade which is very sad. did ask afew of them but no one is free to come=(
anyway booked out on tue and today also. didnt have time to blog so nw maybe blog alittle ba. wen for chalet last weekend which was damn damn tiring. didnt slp much for the weekend. so slp in camp most of the time wheneva i could.=) apart for chalet which worn me out. those stupid training under hot sun and waking up at 5am everyday is already killing me=x
okok tml is big day for me thou no one is coming i still need to perform to my best=)
this coming week after POP is gonna b 1 relax week le. outings and rest=) b4 my posting on next fri. praying to get some near posting=p
oh picssss









POP tml liao! haha
Thursday, January 17, 2008 8:29 PM

Its Another Day in Life

time

gt back home ard 2pm today. really tired and nt enough time to get enough rest. g8
gonna book in in an hr time. and everything is so rush. and its gonna rain!
wats more g8 is tt i am coughing non stop. damn the cough
no time to blog more..
maybe thurs when i get back then c how
Sunday, January 13, 2008 6:16 PM

Its Another Day in Life

jus tired

kinda tired after 1 whole week of waking up at 5am everyday. preparing for the pop parade and was so tiring la. wheneva gt rest time i will jus slp. and slp slp slp hahaha
and fri was the most tiring day. under bloody hot sun.
here i am in chalet. st8 after book out wen home change and rush here to east coast chalet. so song haha cycled to esplande. was tired but cont to cycle= so tired but cant slp. dun knw y
maybe lata ba.
dun knw lata gonna do wat but 1 thing....slping is a mus=p
Saturday, January 12, 2008 12:52 PM

Its Another Day in Life

suay?

kinda suay today=
anyway yesterday wen out celebrate Lena de birthday=) wen NYDC makan. i mean they makan i was drinking somethings la. nt hungry cos timing alittle wrong. lol anyway after tt NYDC wen to check out for movie but no ticket! haha so they decided singing -__- wen party world. sang till like er 1030? then rush down to city hall to join peng they all for some talking. lol but i was there looking at the chalet thingy. which was er...... nvm its almost settled yesterday nite of planning at home=)
morning... still deciding where to soccer at. so slp till hp rang! jeff called asking where was i la. then jamas and fauzi! was there. haha so decided. which was pretty fast deciding=p NTU=)
was alittle late. anyway was kinda suay . kena wacked in the lips 2 time. upper and lower lips all gt ulcer nw! =( oh ya almost twisted my knee again ouch~
lata gonna book in. and need to carry some stupid bag=(
oh did i mention i tot i keep seeing things
yesterday gt home. then hor waiting for lift tt time. i was wandering ard the lift area then i looked at 1 tree. OMG i tot i saw pontianak=x i was like er..... stunned and my heart was like er. g8 but after closer look was 1 white piece of cloth...-___-" N for today i tot i saw wanling playing tennis. really look alight=x haha but didnt go confirm it.

tired
suay
+ wateva
Sunday, January 06, 2008 4:21 PM

Its Another Day in Life

almost free

haha exams all finished liao=)
result still acceptable thou nt the best but =)
was kinda slacking after all the exams were over. slping in bunk doing nth walking ard finding food=x haha and i realise i am growing rounder. oppsss need more soccer soon
still kinda tired. but lata going out
POP date was changed but nvm makes no diff for me.
oh ya theres few things bothering me but the main thing is the posting!

Saturday, January 05, 2008 11:09 AM

Its Another Day in Life

happy new year

happy new yr

wen to esplanade area for count down yesterday.

stayed out till morning then came home. damn tired nw and lata gonna book in
worse is tml is my police exam. g8

anyway wish every1 have a good yr ahead ba=)

smiles


Tuesday, January 01, 2008 4:55 PM

Its Another Day in Life