days

its been a few days since those words were said. nw i also dun know wats wrong with my heart and mind. thou it seems over and fine liao but in me i still feel funny. maybe its the "scar" tt is still there. i didnt really wan to think much abt it but i cant help myself from thinking abt wats going to happen or the past and even the words. on those few days, its hard. i didnt really get good slp and i was no in any mood. think till yesterday nite i was having my 1st smile after those unhapy things. as for today, i haven smile much yet. dun know y also. think i am still affected alittle by the thing ba.
today was quite a bz and relax day for me which was also one uncomfortable day??dun know leh... or is it i was too tired.went to sch.met her but she didnt go sch cos not feeling well. then wen walk sch with peifen.. was alittle quiet cos dun know wat to chat abt. walking to sch without needing me to hold laptop... it feels alittle funny. cos its like part of my routine le?? in sch was too cold for me. cold and i was like shivering for the whole day... then was also like bored in sch. no one came to chat with me. lonely.... wanted to speak to lena but didnt today..i was like nt in the mood ba...
then wen to the breifing 4 wss..was a borin one.didnt c any gal. then came home and slp.but i still like slp not enough...i like piggy sia.but cant blame me leh.i really dun have good slp for the pass few days leh.. think i am nt having any good slp till i completely cleared all my tots ba.

for the past 2 days, i was thinking abt how.and how.and how. i didnt really know wat will happen in the future. was thinking abt some tots tt i dun feel like putting in here...if wan to know ask me lor... maybe i will say...but its maybe nia..

i am trying to pick myself up again...

then hor sat sima de chalet thing i also jialat liao la...still considering going anot... nw i think depends on her liao lor. if she going then i go ba...
i gt too many prob liao la....haiz
Tuesday, May 30, 2006 7:49 PM

Its Another Day in Life