really bad and i am sad
haiz 2 yrs of struggling with the illness and today ah ma is getting worst. early morning my aunt came in room woke us up saying ah ma something wrong liao. i was like shock and blur cos yesterday she was ok de leh but morning like this. wen up uncles and aunt all crying liao. i also cry alittle. but i try to hold my tears sia. really sad. stayed with her till ard 10 then i wen for my soccer liao. in the end soccer also end up playing nothing cos no one. makan liao then wen home. change le wen to mount E to visit my 2nd aunt de hubby. he wen for opt. but everything seems good for him after the opt as he is damn healthy looking. then after tt i was walking aimlessly at orchard. walk liao den head for cityhall walk aimlessly again. didnt know wat to do. jus dun wan to stay home and think. nt in anymood. jus feeling down and sad. haiz at orchard saw alot gals but c nia also dun dare ask anything. also saw alot couples.... makes me more haiz....
came home ate liao c ah ma 4 awhile liao then 3rd aunt came back from aus.... cried alittle again. after tt here i am blogging...too sad to cont to blog. no mood to do anything..
sad sad sad
Saturday, October 07, 2006
11:28 PM
Its Another Day in Life