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hmm 2nd entry for today. early morning ah ma jus passed away and i was crying when her body arrived at the void deck. tears managed to flow down alittle but i tried to keep them. aunts and mother was crying badly till 4th aunt gt swollen eyes. haiz.. after a while when things settles then gt 2 gamblers wan to come to ah ma de funeral to set up gambling den!!! omg those ass holes!!! if they really set up or cause trouble they will sure get it de. but heng till nw nothing happen. ard 4 + i came back home online chatted with eeling for awhile then i slp le. till near 7 woke up and find food. lol home nothing much to eat cos i hiam the food not my taste=P so wen centre to eat lor some more alone. had a quick dinner then came back. sat at the void deck for a while burning the kim zua then wen back home to watch soccer=x lol bo bian soccer addict here. haha but watched one losing game again for liverpool... while watching was chatting with eeling again. after tt near 10 wen down again to sit and then jus gt back home... nw blogging and feeling sad but i gt to face the fact.
jus nw at the void deck they where discussing should i go back home anot.. as in bishan... but i dun wan to go back. dun know who say i mus but i dun care. no one really can understand me for the reason y i dun wan to go back. anyone tt ask me go back normally i will jus give them face and dun reply them unless they really hit my limit and i till say them back. my uncle also nv say anything much yet... then i also gt another choice... going to australia to study and live there?? maybe huh... for me to go back will only happen if my mother they all move hse. to a bigger hse.
also hor today i asked some of the Q tt i wan ask eeling de.... gt some things to clear but nt all r cleared. cos i totally gt no confident to ask anything anymore... dun ask me y...maybe someday i will ask de but nt today.... those things really in me for some days le.
jus a sentence.....
treasure tt someone nw and dun regret when they are gone...
i still prefer U... and U know who u rrite here waiting 4 U
Sunday, October 22, 2006
11:41 PM
Its Another Day in Life